Transition to 2011

OMG... almost 2 months i didn't update my blog...
been busying with study stuff i guess
back to the topic then

December 31st, 2010
LAST DAY OF 2011 wow... time flies
it's going to be another year AGAIN

For year 2010...
it's been a lot of stuffs been going on
good and bad (can't remember well since my memories are not that good)
i guess i know more about myself + learnt a lot of different thing about human

i didn't have enough fun this year i guess...
busy with events around the beginning of 2010 till March something (Game Fest 2)
then after that was FYP thingy already till the end of 2010 (it's a sad case)
but then i'm more into gym since july
of cause there's a lot of unnecessary stuff in between also
oh ya still something nice this year, went to Hokkaido around July XD

personally i guess i've changed a bit (in characteristic)
i ain't that good boy i were before (are these changes good?)
i drank more than i ever had (with drunk and puke more also...this is really not good)

what else??? hmmmm.... nvm skip...

Hair Updates >.<

Jan 9th


March 13th


May 18th


July 8th


Last but not least, November 20th

so... i colored my hair twice and permed once this year
other temporary fancy hair of year 2010 : NONE


Okay... year 2011 is coming
and i'm getting older...
older is not enough, need to be mature also
i wanna be more muscular (physically) since i'm too skinny (i think)
i wanna dance better (been dancing for hmmmm 3.5 years... not much improvement)
I wanna play more (2010 is a stressful year for me)
I wanna earn a lot of money (if really can make it this year)
I wanna find my hidden talents (maybe can earn big here lol)
actually there are more but i don't remember...
oh ya... and there's a lot of stuffs i wanna get also (just money problem)
and please no more drama for year 2011.. (don't make my 2011 miserable)

Part of my plan for year 2011... (is it too fast?)
Jan : Assignments + Final Year Project...
Feb : Study + Rest Kao Kao
Mar - Jun : Internship (more updates on this around feb)
Jun - Oct : WAT (hope can join this)
Oct - Dec : Cont. last sem of degree (hope that i can really graduate then)
Mar - Dec : Back to dancing lessons again (hope this time can last and improve)
Oct - Dec : Cont. Japanese Class (or even English)
Mar - Dec : Decide my path after graduation... (cont master or work)

When should I change my hairstyle? Last changes was around end of Nov 2010.
What color should I get then... then which perm?
(my friend, Bella HuiYi said in FB that she wants something SUPER SPECIAL hair on me... what i can i do in 2011 then?)

Finally... goodbye stressful 2010... welcome exciting 2011 (hope that it's really exciting)
+ another stressful January 2011...
Happy New Year
(my post is so so so messy >.<)

FYP + Internship + 5 subjects...

I can say this semester is a mad semester...
I am taking 5 subjects (each subject are equally heavy)
then implementation of Final Year Project
+ internship planning for next semester
OMG... i feel really stress

internship stuck (like fyp last time)
fyp no progress
revision on study not done
i really going to die this semester

Childhood Ambition

when i was organizing my certs
i found my academic report + other stuffs from primary school
from these other stuffs... there's something like students information details with it
it got a field like your ambition (occupation wannabe)

these stuffs make me wonder...

from these ambitions... have you achieve any one of them?
if yes, then how far have you achieve it?
were you even on the path to become anyone of those?

if not... how did those ambitions even come into your mind?
and what made you wanna be like them?
are your current situation worse than who you were supposed to be?
and how would your life be if you are one of them now...

for myself... i guess i'm on the track of one of my ambitious...XD

Life without internet

i couldn't online for the whole break i have
it's already more than 2 weeks...

there's a lot of stuff i wanted to write
but i've already forgot...

life without internet is suck... (+ it's holiday)
i couldn't get any online entertainment
+ i couldn't do fyp properly

i spent a lot of time in coffee shops with internet
so i spent quite a number of money also...
fyi, internet speed in klcc coffee bean is really fast

(this is the 1st time my post is this short i guess)

so called study week...

officially last week should be the last week of the academic week
week 14... but MMU forced this week to be the study week
i guess it's the continue break for RAYA + malaysia day

i was very sorry to say that...
i didn't know what was malaysia day
i only know national day (aug 31st)
after i heard from friends only i knew what is it...

last week + this week (1st week of exam)
still a study week for me
cuz my 1st paper will be starting on sat

i spent most of my time...
WATCHING TV
averagely, i only read a slide per day (one slide around 40 pages)
sad nya~

i guess my progress will be better if i can online
now i can't even download lecture notes (latest notes i mean)

i can't wait for tomorrow to come
course i'm going to meet with long lost frenz...
10 years okay...
now i'm 22, so i lost those friends at 12
standard 6 XD

but i don't really want sat to come...
cuz my 1st paper will be on sat
i'm so called finished studied
the lecture slides only...

hope i can score A then XD

Pyramid Car Park

Last tuesday, went to sunway pyramid with my mom and sis
the purpose was
- sis pay fee for jap language class
- sis wanna eat honeymoon desserts
- i need to attend the dancing class for the week

reached pyramid quite late
couldn't get any parking slot
then my sis asked me to park at the illegal space
since there's a car in front do so
why can't i...
park my car there and be in pyramid till around 930

found there's somebody threw some rubbish at the front glass of the car
it's a candy box, forgot what's the name again, it's actually a cough medicine...
the candy is kinda transparent with some bright color and in pill shape
picked it up and found some message on the candy box there
"stupid fuck, find a proper parking space ... blah blah blah"
i've forgot the message...
just remember the 1st 2 words...

okay... there's a typo there i guess
should it be "fucker" or "fuck"???

i've already sticked my car by the wall
so i guess that person is really suck in driving

when i reached the exit...
i remember something...
i didn't i snap that message before i threw it away...

maybe... the YOU reading here is the one who gave me the message...

Laptop Formatted

I got my current laptop for about 1 year already
+ i didn't format it even once
last time i always format my laptop once after a semester of study is over
it's because... lack of free space

now i got 500GB of HD space
so i don't really need to do so
+ it makes my laptop so unorganized
since i couldn't take it anymore
i've decided to format it

but i don't have 500 ext. HDD to backup my data...
so with all my HDD space around 220GB with 60GB is spoilt
+ my sis ext HDD free space ~250GB
i got got around 400GB space
kinda enough...

so i got everything backup
almost forgot my photos + videos taken with laptop
got them in as well
removed the current HDD and inserted the previous one... 160GB
formatted and got OS installed...
when updating my OS... found out i've forgot to backup my bookmarks.... OMG
all my precious bookmarks... NVM... gone is gone...

after i've moved my data back to my laptop
i got not enough space for WIN7 + other extra stuff...
around 10GB left... how to survive...

got 500HD inserted again and restarted formatting...
now everything is kinda back to normal
for my OS updated till some safe level...
my home internet, STREAMYX is DOWN (AGAIN...)
since 11th of june, now is 17th, almost a week already
i couldn't play any song with this stats
as my library is the iTunes 10 format...

SAD...
been trying to online outside and now at least i can play my song
wonder when will my home streamyx be up again...
i guess it's time to cancel streamyx already

R.I.P my very nice earphone...

i've been using this earphone for more than a year already i guess...
bought it from sony shop in KLCC
it has really nice bass but i don't like the earpiece part
it'll be hurt if you wear it for long time
so i removed it and replaced with some cotton cover

cuz of this... it started to fall...
one day when i was doing gym
i accidentally pulled it
and broke the cable

although i got a new earphone already
also from sony
but i still like this very much

R.I.P September 2nd, 2010

Young looking XD

talking about dancing
i've changed my studio to taipan branch (same studio actually)
then before my session was krump class
there were 3 guys in that class
so one day we were chatting (the week mindy didn't join)
they asked us how old are we
okay...
they thought that i'm only 18 **EIGHTEEN**
so YOUNG (i'm actually 4 years older than 18)

then one friday went clubbing (few days before)
with 8 other friends (another 2 came late)
so around 7 of us entered (including me)
nobody ID card was checked EXCEPTED ME
what's the legal age for clubbing again?
18? so i looked < 18 LOL

wanna know my secret of being 18 forever? LOL

weight gaining XD

it's been almost 1 month i didn't blog
kinda busy with ...
fyp only i guess

the main point here is i gained some weight XD
i used to be around 55kg for pass few years
then my weight dropped to around 52kg cuz of the MMU's orientation
didn't sleep well for 1 week that time
then regained my weight to around 55kg
but then appendix infected...
lost to around 52kg again
my appendix weight 3kg i guess XD
(impossible...)
regained again after that till mid of 2010

after that i've gone back to dancing
and try working out
used to be wed and fri
now is tue and thu
cuz a friend of mine said that
if u wanna build muscle (not losing fats)
you have to go for evening session...
okay
so i tried

it's been...hmmmm
around 1 month i went for both days
i feel that the muscle is growing
(maybe it's only my mind wanna make me happy)
or it's just an illusion...
nvm, at least i'm happy bout it

i went back cheras last week
and got myself weighted
guess how much i got
around 57-58kg
this is the HEAVIEST TIME i ever had...
HOORAY

then then...
today (should be yesterday)
i went to gym again (cuz it's tuesday)
my right hand can finally touch my right foot
with my body straighten XD
it's also MY FIRST TIME
but left side is not okay yet...

congratz XD

Emo day?

Today been emo-ing (forgot since when)

i realized it when having training in the gym...

i have scheduled time for gym for few weeks already

wed : 1-2.30

fri : 2.30 - 4.30

mon : dancing class at night (else i would go for mon also)

read somewhere that this is how the days of working out should be...

while dancing... doesn't feel the energy like before at all...

ended up SS for around 10 mins

cuz i found out that tying my hair up with facial tower

can be this different and cool XD

i'm started like this hair of mine (i mean the current hair style i got)

and i'm gald that my hair is straight

for the one i posted in FB,

people said that it's look like

Renji from bleach and Lavi from D-gray man...

but that one is really cool looking XD

(i know i'm SS)

so i gave up go for the GF2 dinner...

(but that one cancelled already afterward XD)

even jess asked for another dinner also rejected...

really don't feel like doing so...

even now also feel kinda moody...

i feel like drinking (not beer) but no ice

or even smoking (although i never try smoking before)

i would like to try cigar... but it'll take quite a long time to smoke...

(it's already 12 something...)

so....

fyi, i'm quite often being like this...

maybe around once every 2-3 months i guess...

so it's something like "aunty visit" LOL

it's better don't do something annoying...

i will start showing my bad expression

then i will start scolding people without thinking...

if it got more annoyed

so beware...

Inherritance?

it's good to know who your parents are

cuz u inherent most of the features they got

u'll get you know more about yourself if you know them

u can find those skills they had somehow within you

so i do inherent a lot of good & bad habits from my parents

including my grandparents too (i guess)

i'm stubborn like my dad i guess

got "special ability" from my mom

(cannot mention here, cuz it might be my ulti... XD)

+ drinking ability from both of them?

then...

CRUELTY from my grandfather?

(the one who has already passed away)

Stubborn vs Nice

last time had an argument with my sister

she complaint that i'm stubborn

so i ask her

you want a nice brother but stubborn

or

a brother that is not stubborn but not nice to you...

that's the cost...

i'll be the same everywhere...

Destined Fate?

i guess i haven't blog about this...

just remind me of this after i went out for beer just now

i bought a couple keychain in Disneyland from Japan in year 2007

then that time i thought of giving it to my 1st gf

so i really gave it to her..

(not going to mention the name here, some of you might know who she is)

btw, our relationship was official on Nov 29th, 2009

and ended official on Jan 4th, 2010

so it lasted only a month

(of course some cleaning session was done on Jan 22nd, 2010)

there's a lot of reasons i gave for the breakup

one of them is that i'm bi

(i guess i am, but i haven't fall for any guy yet)

then of course it's the feel of being together lost

others... i don't remember

these are the one i didn't found that time

i can't really accept who she was

and i don't want her to change

that's it (i guess)

you can say that i'm weird

but that's who i am (no choice)

the day when i ended the relationship officially

when i was driving back after it

i found out that a piece from the couple keychain of mine broke

i thought i lost it somewhere but i found it in my car

the couple keychain broke in the same day

i ended the relationship

was it a coincident or destined?

Released of Traveling Documentary

I'm here to announce the official release of

SchintXIV Asia Tour <- link

It is all about the places I have been to

(Photos of some post will be added soon)

Stay tuned for more updates soon (I mean next week)...

Transformation Completed... Double Eyelid

From this...

Transforming to...

I posted in FB & said that i got double eyelid surgery

(i can fake double eyelid with my single eyelid XD)

I can make it easier and nicer when i feel sleepy

maybe it's because my eyelid is tired also, so easier to control

Actually i got my hair colored just now

i was thought of perming it (again) actually

but my hair is too short for any perm...

so i've decided to go for color

(cuz i saw my sis's hair color was so nice)

(it's actually brighter than this)

it's because of ME's tong shui plan

followed by taman cannaught's pasar malam

"Chow Tau Fu" (my first time)

hot shower at home

then next day in Zola (a saloon in Sri Petaling)

I was actually thought of Pink

bleaching will be needed

since bleached is needed

why don't i go for grey/white

cuz it'll be too much for me

my hair will need around 3-4 times of bleaching

to make it grey or white

my head will sure explode because of this

so i go for COPPER

(this is the nearest result i can get)

Now I'm Back to Colored Hair...

(instead of black normal style)

Eating Habit

I never know that i have the habit of having dessert after a proper meal

since i met my college's friends few days back (tues night)

there was mhk, mhk's gf, wyan, kitty, jayhan and see woon.

we went to marche for dinner in the curve around 8

before that i spent my time in starbucks

had the new lemon green tea and a piece of chocolate something (cake) around 5

spent around rm50 on foods and went to laundry for drink

was having heineken

and i ordered a hazelnut brownie from italianies

so mhk said that i used to be like that since icpu

having dessert after meal (or always eat something different)

so i have found out bout this later...

it's somehow enjoying

actually i like something sweet (not too sweet of course)

it's not bad to have this kind of eating habit

but it's somehow spending extra money

(i can spend a lot of money on food...)

Change

I wanna change...

but change to what???

and what to change???

Feel of Four

It's the feel 4 years back
I HAVE BEEN DANCING FOR EXACTLY 4 YEARS ALREADY

I remember i started learning hip-hop 4 years ago
I was introduced to urban groove actually but couldn't find it
then i went to D** (dun wanna mention the name as the something bad going to happen later on)

I remember that the warm up session was around half an hour that time
it's was really tiring but those are the basics
leave those stories for the next post i guess
as now i'm here to talk about the lesson i had juz now

okay
it's been around half a year i stopped learning dancing
due to some kind of 'tight' schedule i had 2 sems ago
i did drop by the current studio last time (with gim, darrion, mindy & snail i guess)
was planned to enroll a week after that
but suddenly... something popped out and i have to sacrifice dancing T_T
oopps not yet till the point

After 6 months of no dancing classes
i'm back again
with hip-hop class (foundation)
signed-up and the lesson started

the class only got an instructor (female), 3 gals (student) and me... that's all
it's small enough for the instructor to make everything perfect
i don't wanna talk more bout the gals as i'm not there for the gals...
else it'll be like ‘醉翁之意不在酒’
if you are going for the girls, then you better don't join...

some basic warm up that i did 4 years ago
it reminded me of how suffer i was those days
then with basics movements (without routine at all)
and how to follow the beats
(even i myself also didn't learn these in foundation...)

i never know that i need to bend my body really low when bouncing (no wonder it's not that nice)
after one bounce, you have to be straight again, and no cheating...
and even jumping... you have to really jump and not like holding your body from moving...

then i also never know how should hip-hop dancing shoes be
it should be hard at the toe there so that to won't hurt your toes...
for latin shoe, it's soft and light all over the shoes, so i thought hip-hop works the same

now i know that, my foundation for hip-hop is really not good at all
they did not meet how should hip-hop should be even from bouncing...
it's been long time i didn't sweat when dancing, now i got it again

what i can say in conclusion is that
this class is really perfect for newbie...
if u wanted to join, it'll be best to join ASAP (so next week)
as the class is still new (really really new)

something sad is that...
the following classes that i planned to join were cancelled
they said that they did mention in the post but i didn't see it
but i'll be coming back to try the wednesday classes so as friday
more comments will be coming for wed class

Do you believe I?

I am a twin...

Special Abilities

My Special Abilities :

1) Will be SWEATING like hell when eat some hot and spicy (even a little spicy for malaysian)

2) Sometimes will be BITING on own tongue for a long time when sleeping (will only realize when in pain)

3) I do SLEEPWALKING... (scary right)

Final Exam (Over)

6 papers this sem
On May 4, 5, 6, 7, 10 and 12th.

Had stomachache on 3rd of May + slightly sick (it was OMG)
maybe cuz of the malta + fried sausage i had the night before
took 2 panadol actifast after my lunch and slept for whole day...
luckily i had done my revision earlier...
almost recovered around 2am on 4th

Then had another stomachache on 11th... (another OMG)
it's 100% the burger's fault i had the night before

so i had 1 stomachache the day before the 1st paper
and another 1 the day before the last paper
i'll need to be really beware in food in exam period

I was kinda relax actually (except the last paper)
since i started study the week before

1st paper - Scientific Computing (Difficulty : 1/5)
2nd paper - Logic Programming (Difficulty 2/5)
3rd paper - Ethics and Professional Conduct (Difficulty 1/5)
4th paper - Theory of Computing (Difficulty 2/5)
5th paper - OS and Internetworking (Difficulty 2/5)
Last paper - Software Engineering Fundamentals (Difficulty 5/5)

Now just hope that I can get A for everything... (it's kinda impossible for SEF)

After the last paper, I was kind of BLANK...
i wonder what should i do then...
no more paper to study and assignment to rush...
I only started packing up my stuff on the next day

btw, i'm moving out of cyberia
and plan to move to SK
but not yet found a room... (what should i do???)


Bye bye B1-3A-5

Mother's Day Poppy Seed

Today is mother's day
Then my family + grandma went to LaVista Restaurant in Equatorial Bangi for lunch (buffet style)
The buffet not that nice, the foods were quite common and not that delicious
then the mother's day gift only gave 1 (so stingy), there's 2 mothers here okay (my mom and grandma)
and it cost RM58++ per pax
i giv it 1/5


The not so delicious foods

the 1 point left was the poppy seed cake and other cakes (including black forest)
i remember i ate poppy seed before in cake/bread, but dun remember what was it
the cake got some natural taste, not that sweet, just nice
it is light green in color with a lot of sesame like poppy seeds
i ate 2 pieces and want for more, but already finished...

my sis said that she about this seed in her school
this seed if eat too much, it'll make ppl addicted and will get high
so it is a kind of drug
+ i was addicted to it's taste (i'm a drug addict + alcoholic)

from oxford american dictionary (mac's widget)
poppy is a plant contain alkaloids and it is a source to make morphine and codeine

it's proven that
i'm easily addicted if i consume drug...

btw, happy mother's day

Personal Assistant

I need a personal assistant to plan for my:
- vacation i.e. where to go for this really short break
- meal i.e. what to eat and where to go
- entertainment while working stressfully i.e. what to do while resting
- nightlife i.e. what to drink & where to hang
- social life i.e. who to meet and what to do
- friends i.e. who should/shouldn't i be with
- love i.e. who should i get
- property i.e. what & how should i do with them
- money i.e. what should/shouldn't i spend on
- dislike i.e. avoid from those i don't like to eat/see/touch/smell/heard/everything
- future i.e. which move should i take to live better life
- and lots more

too many requirements???
what to do?
since i can't handle them on my own.
of cuz, it's blessed to be my assistant, lol

Amazing Salary is waiting for you...

Outing

Just back from going out with mom and sis today

Was actually accompany my mom to travel agency
cuz my sister wanna go for traveling
really spoilt brat, which kid do make complaint that long time didn't go to travel =="

then ended up studied around 40+ pages of TOC for final in coffeebeans
and feels like spending money
I wanna buy PS3 games (i.e. SSF4 and Bayonetta)
+ new nike shoes
but i couldn't ask for more (will be cost around another RM700 in total i guess)
cuz
I spent
~ RM200 on albums (SNSD, Big Bang, BEG, Koda Kumi)
~ RM150 on clothing
~ RM400 on hp laser printer (in PC fair)
~ RM300 on watch fixing
total of around RM1100 for this month on some unnecessary stuffs (wth)
and i feel like spending more...
i'll need to wait for my dad's complaint when the next statement come
(another spoilt brat i guess)

but i really felt uncomfortable without getting anything but food and drinks today
my mom got 2 new pairs of shoes and 2 shirts today... T_T

nvm, i'll save them after my final...

Moody

i'm feeling moody since yesterday night
dunno y, maybe just some mood swing
but till now...

i even dun feel like going to Malacca for that MMU award
and no mood to start the last assignment (scientific computing)
+ i deactivated my FB again, I reactivated less that 1 week ago
that i have deactivated since 1st of Mach (so i've lost track of everything since that time)
so i wonder how long will this last again

Now what in my mind is only going to FunFair (somebody might understand this)
so i wonder is this a good choice

FYP I

Copied to http://schintxiv-fyp.blogspot.com/
A new blog specially for FYP (Thanks to Koori) LOL

The Legend of Shinto (in Nottingham)

Week 1 in MMU is the week of Entertainment.

Tuesday Night (Jan 19th)

Sing k in 1U from 11pm till 4am
Ladies night promotion
Sleep around 5 till 8.30 (3.5 hours only)
then for for wed class

Wednesday Afternoon (Jan 20th)
Watch movie in Mid Valley
A malaysia movie name tiger woohoo thingy
Very funny and worth watching "pun"

Then Wednesday Night
Rush to MOS, Sunway after meeting...
Uniform Party and tried to dress like a prisoner and not approved (as malaysia prisoners don't wear like this ==")
so get a bottle of Chivas (again) with 8 covers
then calvin said it's fake one (WTH, i dunno how to check one okay, and i only know how to drink haha)

Now let's recap what i met:
- as always, i SS a lot to check my current condition
- i broke my nail (dunno how)



- there's 2 great dancers on the stages (edvinn said they are hired by MOS)


- somebody's ice bucket dropped (in front of our table)
- walking around to see whether is my cousin around (saw thats she's also attending this event in FB)
- somebody wanted to provoke me (i guessed)
- cecil gone crazy (again) and left her belt on the very wet table
- went to dance floor and saw murphy and jinn them
- accidently step on a yellowed-dressed white-skirted lady (so sorry for that)
- murphy's frenz found that i'm familiar and ask am i from taylor (so i guess they saw me in taylor)

- when leaving, guiding rika down the stairs (she said that i needed more guide then her, lol)
- was carried by 2 guys (who were them again, i forgot bout this) to mamak, i can't reject i guess cuz drunk ppl won't say that they're drunk, it'll make me seems more drunk if i reject, haha
- trying to cool myself down in mamak
- talked with those "familiar" frenz of murphy in mamak, then only i know that they are from Nottingham (UNMC) such a small world again
i'm really really sorry for my bad memory, they remember me, but i dun remember them, i'm so....... 最悪(jap)
they were my ex-course mates in UNMC and we used to be in the same classes in 1st year
they remember me of my red-haired, member of IET, video making for IET promotion and my 99/100 of my C programming mark (i dun even know ppl do remember the IET video)
i never know those legends of mine still remembered by people (1.5 years ago)
i used to be famous also haha (and they were my secret admirers haha)

my faded red-hair (in UNMC March 2008)


i wonder r they inside this class (in UNMC April 2007)


then i asked a lot of UNMC and everything changed
and i forgot to give them my name card (only remember when in car)

actually i still wonder how ppl define drunk...
for me yesterday i wasn't drunk just high (again) i guess
so PEOPLE, i wasn't DRUNK YET haha
oh ya and sorry for those harsh words i used (influenced by the movie watched that day)

then thx darrion for driving us back (i was lazy to drive also, not enough sleep)

then today thursday is a day for resting
then tomorrow will be back to dancing class again *woohoo* *dancing*
and sat will be going for a trip (venue and everything not confirmed yet, haha)

all the days this week is partay~~~
haha


add-on (something i forgot) :
thanks for the drinks guys (cuz i dun need to pay, haha) i seems very bad also haha
then i guess i dropped my eyeliner and camera bag
and I WAS STILL OKAY AND NOT YET DRUNK HAHA
then will be leaving to dunno what pulau already in malacca
and might not going for dancing classes (due to over exhausted body)

Typical Capricorn Way (Clubbing ver?)

On Thursday (Jan 14th my b'day yeah)
suddenly feel like going to clubbing after went back to home (last minute)
and it was thursday (so so so last minute, it's already 7 something pm)

so last minute recruited members (Murphy, How Yee & Tee Kam)
for MOS from 1030 till 3 i guess with 2 bottles of chivas (only 1 bottle finished)


if i was still in conscious (not drunk), let see what happened...
- the drink got too much of mixer (not good)
- some *beep* beside our table flashing their own light, it was really annoying
- a gal with green dress can dance really well on the dance floor
- a black-shirted guy beside our table played with bouncer's torchlight
- i kena hit by a empty box of clorets (dunno from which side)


so i guess i'm yet to be drunk (maybe just hi), and felt like puking (cuz of the mixer i guess)

slept around 430 but woke up around 930 (automatically, now am i drunk?)
and my body shape is better (after dancing, haha)
clubbing can shape body, haha

+ since few month didn't go for dancing lessons, my found out that my dancing skill is at the bottom...
so need to go back to dance again (coming sem i guess)

so Capricorn do whatever they suddenly feel like doing...

It's hurt

i never cry for anyone before
i never hurt anyone like this before
i never make anyone cry before
I'll never wanted to be in love again
cuz
it's really hurt

I should be glad for what i had
i shouldn't be greedy
i shouldn't ask for more
i should let it stay at how it was
cuz
people will never be enough for what they have

I don't understand what am I doing
I don't know why are my tears dropping
I don't understand how do i feel now
I don't even know what am i thinking
so
who am I?

i guess this is the feel of hurt
it's hurt