Saturday, July 31, 2010

Emo day?


Today been emo-ing (forgot since when)
i realized it when having training in the gym...
i have scheduled time for gym for few weeks already
wed : 1-2.30
fri : 2.30 - 4.30
mon : dancing class at night (else i would go for mon also)
read somewhere that this is how the days of working out should be...

while dancing... doesn't feel the energy like before at all...
ended up SS for around 10 mins
cuz i found out that tying my hair up with facial tower
can be this different and cool XD
i'm started like this hair of mine (i mean the current hair style i got)
and i'm gald that my hair is straight
for the one i posted in FB,
people said that it's look like
Renji from bleach and Lavi from D-gray man...
but that one is really cool looking XD
(i know i'm SS)

so i gave up go for the GF2 dinner...
(but that one cancelled already afterward XD)
even jess asked for another dinner also rejected...
really don't feel like doing so...
even now also feel kinda moody...

i feel like drinking (not beer) but no ice
or even smoking (although i never try smoking before)
i would like to try cigar... but it'll take quite a long time to smoke...
(it's already 12 something...)
so....

fyi, i'm quite often being like this...
maybe around once every 2-3 months i guess...
so it's something like "aunty visit" LOL
it's better don't do something annoying...
i will start showing my bad expression
then i will start scolding people without thinking...
if it got more annoyed
so beware...

Monday, July 26, 2010

Inherritance?

it's good to know who your parents are
cuz u inherent most of the features they got
u'll get you know more about yourself if you know them
u can find those skills they had somehow within you

so i do inherent a lot of good & bad habits from my parents
including my grandparents too (i guess)

i'm stubborn like my dad i guess
got "special ability" from my mom
(cannot mention here, cuz it might be my ulti... XD)
+ drinking ability from both of them?

then...
CRUELTY from my grandfather?
(the one who has already passed away)

Friday, July 23, 2010

Stubborn vs Nice

last time had an argument with my sister
she complaint that i'm stubborn

so i ask her
you want a nice brother but stubborn
or
a brother that is not stubborn but not nice to you...

that's the cost...
i'll be the same everywhere...

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Destined Fate?

i guess i haven't blog about this...
just remind me of this after i went out for beer just now

i bought a couple keychain in Disneyland from Japan in year 2007
then that time i thought of giving it to my 1st gf
so i really gave it to her..
(not going to mention the name here, some of you might know who she is)

btw, our relationship was official on Nov 29th, 2009
and ended official on Jan 4th, 2010
so it lasted only a month
(of course some cleaning session was done on Jan 22nd, 2010)

there's a lot of reasons i gave for the breakup
one of them is that i'm bi
(i guess i am, but i haven't fall for any guy yet)
then of course it's the feel of being together lost
others... i don't remember

these are the one i didn't found that time
i can't really accept who she was
and i don't want her to change
that's it (i guess)

you can say that i'm weird
but that's who i am (no choice)

the day when i ended the relationship officially
when i was driving back after it
i found out that a piece from the couple keychain of mine broke
i thought i lost it somewhere but i found it in my car

the couple keychain broke in the same day
i ended the relationship
was it a coincident or destined?

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Released of Traveling Documentary

I'm here to announce the official release of

SchintXIV Asia Tour <- link

It is all about the places I have been to
(Photos of some post will be added soon)

Stay tuned for more updates soon (I mean next week)...

Friday, July 9, 2010

Transformation Completed... Double Eyelid


From this...
Transforming to...
I posted in FB & said that i got double eyelid surgery
(i can fake double eyelid with my single eyelid XD)
I can make it easier and nicer when i feel sleepy
maybe it's because my eyelid is tired also, so easier to control

Actually i got my hair colored just now
i was thought of perming it (again) actually
but my hair is too short for any perm...
so i've decided to go for color
(cuz i saw my sis's hair color was so nice)
(it's actually brighter than this)

it's because of ME's tong shui plan
followed by taman cannaught's pasar malam
"Chow Tau Fu" (my first time)
hot shower at home
then next day in Zola (a saloon in Sri Petaling)

I was actually thought of Pink
bleaching will be needed
since bleached is needed
why don't i go for grey/white
cuz it'll be too much for me
my hair will need around 3-4 times of bleaching
to make it grey or white
my head will sure explode because of this
so i go for COPPER
(this is the nearest result i can get)

Now I'm Back to Colored Hair...
(instead of black normal style)

Friday, July 2, 2010

Eating Habit

I never know that i have the habit of having dessert after a proper meal
since i met my college's friends few days back (tues night)
there was mhk, mhk's gf, wyan, kitty, jayhan and see woon.

we went to marche for dinner in the curve around 8
before that i spent my time in starbucks
had the new lemon green tea and a piece of chocolate something (cake) around 5
spent around rm50 on foods and went to laundry for drink
was having heineken
and i ordered a hazelnut brownie from italianies

so mhk said that i used to be like that since icpu
having dessert after meal (or always eat something different)

so i have found out bout this later...
it's somehow enjoying
actually i like something sweet (not too sweet of course)
it's not bad to have this kind of eating habit
but it's somehow spending extra money
(i can spend a lot of money on food...)

Change

I wanna change...
but change to what???
and what to change???