Saturday, July 31, 2010

Emo day?


Today been emo-ing (forgot since when)
i realized it when having training in the gym...
i have scheduled time for gym for few weeks already
wed : 1-2.30
fri : 2.30 - 4.30
mon : dancing class at night (else i would go for mon also)
read somewhere that this is how the days of working out should be...

while dancing... doesn't feel the energy like before at all...
ended up SS for around 10 mins
cuz i found out that tying my hair up with facial tower
can be this different and cool XD
i'm started like this hair of mine (i mean the current hair style i got)
and i'm gald that my hair is straight
for the one i posted in FB,
people said that it's look like
Renji from bleach and Lavi from D-gray man...
but that one is really cool looking XD
(i know i'm SS)

so i gave up go for the GF2 dinner...
(but that one cancelled already afterward XD)
even jess asked for another dinner also rejected...
really don't feel like doing so...
even now also feel kinda moody...

i feel like drinking (not beer) but no ice
or even smoking (although i never try smoking before)
i would like to try cigar... but it'll take quite a long time to smoke...
(it's already 12 something...)
so....

fyi, i'm quite often being like this...
maybe around once every 2-3 months i guess...
so it's something like "aunty visit" LOL
it's better don't do something annoying...
i will start showing my bad expression
then i will start scolding people without thinking...
if it got more annoyed
so beware...

11 comments:

  1. It's that time of the month xD

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  2. every 2-3 month...
    i should start keeping track on when will it come...
    so i'll prepare for "her" next visit...

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  3. I felt like tat lately also.. =(

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  4. mindy...
    urs should be really aunty visit already XD
    since my aunty won't be really visit me physically...

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  5. Lol. You guys need to chill. You know you can control it. Emo or fear is nothing but the projection of the self. I don't even know what I'm crapping haha.

    But really, emo or fear, they are nothing. Don't tell me you're gonna let it control you? You can control them. It's your life, you're in control :D

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  6. not auntie visit la.. just emo.. =(

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  7. @@ i really cannot understand what venetia talking...
    we are human... of cuz can let feeling control...
    of cuz we are the one who created these kind of feeling...
    i guess i'll be okay again after sleep

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  8. edvinn : i'm sure u were just back from ur XD-ing...
    missing whole night was the very good evidence lol

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  9. lol... u weren't lyk diz last time.. or were u? lol stress mayb...

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  10. @@...
    maybe i wasn't with u guys when i was like that
    cuz i've been like this for some time already i guess

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