Make friends with Cigarette

it's really funny
this is what i heard from my friend
he said he makes more friends after he started smoking
due to lighter borrowing and smoking area gathering ++

actually
i would like to test it out my own
only if i can smoke LOL

nobody wanna be anybody

i've been thinking of being anybody
but i'm merely nobody
i know that i'm uniquely nobody

somehow I can be who I wanna be
because I try

sometimes before I sleep
I've been wondering why am i this bad
why can't i get this and that done properly
so
it makes me believe that
there's nothing to be feared of
and how i can i be better

next day after i woke up
i've changed
i'm closer to who i wanna be
although it's only a bit
but i'm better than the day before

day by day
i'm anybody who everybody wanna be
everybody wanna be me
but i'm still a nobody to myself
and searching for anybody

Why do you need to born a baby (yourself)?

May I know?
Why do you want to have a baby ?

to pass your genes to create more people with the genes you gave?
to have your kids to carry the good genes of yours and make the world better?
to have another you born into the world?
or
you want to wait 9 months for your kid to be borne and watching him grew up?

have you ever think of adopting a orphan?

although you would not be able to see your child behave like you when you were young
but there's a lot of kids out there meant to live better

A New Blog Title

Changed a new title for this blog
the previous title was lame
"Johnny, しんとう & I, CT"
- what to write next

to the current one
"Brand me SChintXIV"
- Make me your brand, SChintXIV

was thinking to change for quite some time already
but always forget