The Name of J

If there's something you don't need
Don't replace it
Dump it instead
There's no reason for you to keep it

It's all from A to Z

It's been really tough
to pass those days
I've been trying hard
to forget that day

I used to say what I wanna say
but now I can't
I need to watch my mouth
to make you feel better

I should've dumped what I don't need
instead of changing it
keeping it there for no reason
Not that I'm being fake...

Every word of yours means something to me
But I think it was just me
I've been thinking and worrying too much
Just because I'm a typical capricorn

I still believe that that wasn't the reason of it
Cause I haven't told you that I did the same as what you did
And I reacted as how it used to be
It's all like a karma, what goes around comes around

I'm moving way slower this time
I tried real hard to hold myself behind
Just because that there's hope in me
and I don't wanna lose you again

There's always a reason
for every stupid moves I took
Everything was just for you
although I didn't like it

I threw my ego threw my pride
Earned my living earn my life


I may not speak
I believe that you'll understand one day
I may not ask
Cause you tell me eventually

I will keep trying different attempts
One will work for sure
I will keep changing
To reach where you are

Please wait for me
I'll be back for you

No longer a listener

I listen to no problem no more
Got my problems now
Need to settle them before I gone crazy
So, keep your problem to your own
I don't wanna hear it

Please...
Free me,
Let me go,
Release me,
from trouble...

2012 Checklist!!! 2013 Resolution :D

As the title of last year new year resolution post
There's no hair revolution this year but it's not the end
New hairstyle will be coming soon
and I'm gonna blow the world once again XD

This is the hair length target for the end of year 2013

Hair in June, 2008 (4+ years ago)

Oppsss... don't forget the checklist of 2012

New Year Resolution 2012

✔ Graduate with first class honor
Finally I've graduated (After 3.5 years of study + 1 years in Engineering)
First class honor in Bachelor in Computer Science with CGPA 3.9 wakakakaka

✔ Get a job that i like and can make a lot of money
Got a job and started to work right after finished study (in March). Didn't get any time to rest.
Well... the amount didn't reach 4k (but close enough), didn't know I'd expected that much last year... RM4k++

Glad that working in this company, Quintiq, been given a lot of opportunities, doing great (although there's quite a lot of job sometimes, but it's normal), hope that I can last long here (Not like some friends of mine, switching company after a year+ working in a company)

✖ Get a real muscular body
Well.... been working out (almost every weekdays) after work, body is getting better (no longer flat), but not yet muscular...
Been eating healthier this year

✖ Get scholarship for master degree
I was so dump... how am I going to study while I wanna get a job and make a lot of money.
It's totally contradict with resolution no.2. 
Hope that I still can continue study, I'm a doctor wannabe :P

✔ Improvement in dancing, now i'll go for latin... too old for street dance :cry:
Not as planned, since been busying working, not much time to do other stuff.
Everywhere is in traffic jam after I've finished my work.
But!!! I'm joining dancing class in gym. At least get a chance to practice.
It's more like street dance and girl style, not really what I want, but there's the most I can have now.

✖  Search for hidden talent, going to divert my career if possible
No hidden talent found, maybe there's none in me T_T

✔ Must get the path already, no choice for this...
Path... should be continue working on what I'm doing now, not till what I wanna do now, but my company is giving me chance and training to work on algorithm related thingy. 

Other accomplishments + events:
1. Being smart by getting iPhone4S

1st photo with my phone by instagram

2. Grandmother passed away on April 24th
It's been sad to us and I'm still missing her.

3. Presented in another conference. My resume is becoming prettier...

Cryptology 2012, the page of mine

4. Travelled to Taiwan with family (Last minute)
Due to my sister decided to study in Taiwan for baking short course.
We decided to visit her + travelled around while she's there

Taipei 101 with family

5. Travelled to Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam (again after 10 years) with friends.
That was the 1st time i travelled oversea with friends.
It was fun, wanna do that again.

In Ho Chi Minh with the awesome gang

6. Since I started to make my own money, my spending power increased a lot. Did the most shopping of my life this year. Bunch of pants... yellow, green, purple, red, blue jeans..., 2 watches, etc etc...

7. Been FFK (last minute pulled out) a lot this year... almost never before year 2012...

8. hmmmmm.... nothing else??? OMG... working life... is always this boring... ●▛▜▃ (Less party throughout the year) But I'm moving forward. One step closer (to perfect LOL).

Actually... the new year resolutions I had sounds more like some "MUST DO" throughout the year... I didn't really check on what have I done in order to accomplished them. (I didn't work hard on them)



New year resolution 2013:
◻ Still wanna get a muscular body
◻ Make more money (increment + promotion)
◻ Travel to western country or maybe Hong Kong
◻ Get a tattoo, been wanting it for quite some time
◻ Spend less and save more for some big plan (less shopping)
◻ Improvement in Japanese i.e. continue Japanese study
◻ Be in relationship ( I'm lonely and despo >.< )
✖ Master study? To be postponed, no plan yet, need to research
✖ Not going for hidden talent anymore, they'll appear at the right time.


What else......
Hmmmm......
Should be enough... so that I can complete one every 2 months...
Hope 2013 will be a better year


Bye 2012 and Happy 2013

The Legendary Shinto (Johnny)

The Legend started in...

Canadian Pre-University of Taylor's College
in June Semester 2006
Top scorer for Computer Studies in the graduation ceremony of June 2007
98% and full marks for all tests and quizzes except one...

Got the nickname Johnny... as programming name from Mr Joy Augustine
Lecturer of Computer Studies


Bachelor Degree in E&E Engineering
University of Nottingham, Malaysia Campus

in September 2007
Still using programming nickname, Johnny to write programming code
Solved a revision problem for final exam that nobody can solve in code
Sent the solution to my housemate then till the whole faculty from one source
The legend in UNMC begun and nobody knows who's Johnny

They found the source of the code spreading

That's my housemate.... then i was the legend...

Score 99% for that exam
Another top scorer

in another semester
the mystery of the urban legend started...
coded some games in a calculator coding project
one of the legendary games was..... the super mario...
this rumor was spreading around
I'm not sure since when
but I only knew it 3-4 years later
and it's still spreading
it's really LMAO
not sure whether is it still spreading now...
I think the chain broke after a junior found the truth from me


Bachelor Degree in Computer Science
Multimedia University

More vague urban legends spreading here
Something for sure was my extreme hair-do
Then being prince-like, being gay, being rich and etc...
(I think i also being an asshole for some events)
I'm sort of lost count to them already
At least I'm a top scorer for at least 1 subject
(After combating with other god-likes,  ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ)

After I finished my bachelor degree...
am crowned as god-like


Somehow...
I only knew about these legends
after those rumors spread till my friends region
Then the legendary shinto remained as urban legend...
And... more and more legends are coming....
It's the power between outstanding incidents and rumors...


(Please let me know if you know more, just let me ROFLOL)

Away from blogging for 3 months

wow... it's the end of april
and my last post was on Feb 2nd
been away from blog for 3 months

of course
my life is totally changed within these 3 months
i FINISHED my degree life (^.^)v
i got my FIRST job  \($3$)/
something sad was... my grandma's DEAD (T_T)

there's so many stuff i wanna blog about
but i don't know where to start
hopefully
i will post something soon

Better than parents

We are always better than our parents
It's because we own genes not from one but both of them
Just that we are lacked of experiences