Emo day?

Today been emo-ing (forgot since when)

i realized it when having training in the gym...

i have scheduled time for gym for few weeks already

wed : 1-2.30

fri : 2.30 - 4.30

mon : dancing class at night (else i would go for mon also)

read somewhere that this is how the days of working out should be...

while dancing... doesn't feel the energy like before at all...

ended up SS for around 10 mins

cuz i found out that tying my hair up with facial tower

can be this different and cool XD

i'm started like this hair of mine (i mean the current hair style i got)

and i'm gald that my hair is straight

for the one i posted in FB,

people said that it's look like

Renji from bleach and Lavi from D-gray man...

but that one is really cool looking XD

(i know i'm SS)

so i gave up go for the GF2 dinner...

(but that one cancelled already afterward XD)

even jess asked for another dinner also rejected...

really don't feel like doing so...

even now also feel kinda moody...

i feel like drinking (not beer) but no ice

or even smoking (although i never try smoking before)

i would like to try cigar... but it'll take quite a long time to smoke...

(it's already 12 something...)

so....

fyi, i'm quite often being like this...

maybe around once every 2-3 months i guess...

so it's something like "aunty visit" LOL

it's better don't do something annoying...

i will start showing my bad expression

then i will start scolding people without thinking...

if it got more annoyed

so beware...

Inherritance?

it's good to know who your parents are

cuz u inherent most of the features they got

u'll get you know more about yourself if you know them

u can find those skills they had somehow within you

so i do inherent a lot of good & bad habits from my parents

including my grandparents too (i guess)

i'm stubborn like my dad i guess

got "special ability" from my mom

(cannot mention here, cuz it might be my ulti... XD)

+ drinking ability from both of them?

then...

CRUELTY from my grandfather?

(the one who has already passed away)

Stubborn vs Nice

last time had an argument with my sister

she complaint that i'm stubborn

so i ask her

you want a nice brother but stubborn

or

a brother that is not stubborn but not nice to you...

that's the cost...

i'll be the same everywhere...

Destined Fate?

i guess i haven't blog about this...

just remind me of this after i went out for beer just now

i bought a couple keychain in Disneyland from Japan in year 2007

then that time i thought of giving it to my 1st gf

so i really gave it to her..

(not going to mention the name here, some of you might know who she is)

btw, our relationship was official on Nov 29th, 2009

and ended official on Jan 4th, 2010

so it lasted only a month

(of course some cleaning session was done on Jan 22nd, 2010)

there's a lot of reasons i gave for the breakup

one of them is that i'm bi

(i guess i am, but i haven't fall for any guy yet)

then of course it's the feel of being together lost

others... i don't remember

these are the one i didn't found that time

i can't really accept who she was

and i don't want her to change

that's it (i guess)

you can say that i'm weird

but that's who i am (no choice)

the day when i ended the relationship officially

when i was driving back after it

i found out that a piece from the couple keychain of mine broke

i thought i lost it somewhere but i found it in my car

the couple keychain broke in the same day

i ended the relationship

was it a coincident or destined?

Released of Traveling Documentary

I'm here to announce the official release of

SchintXIV Asia Tour <- link

It is all about the places I have been to

(Photos of some post will be added soon)

Stay tuned for more updates soon (I mean next week)...

Transformation Completed... Double Eyelid

From this...

Transforming to...

I posted in FB & said that i got double eyelid surgery

(i can fake double eyelid with my single eyelid XD)

I can make it easier and nicer when i feel sleepy

maybe it's because my eyelid is tired also, so easier to control

Actually i got my hair colored just now

i was thought of perming it (again) actually

but my hair is too short for any perm...

so i've decided to go for color

(cuz i saw my sis's hair color was so nice)

(it's actually brighter than this)

it's because of ME's tong shui plan

followed by taman cannaught's pasar malam

"Chow Tau Fu" (my first time)

hot shower at home

then next day in Zola (a saloon in Sri Petaling)

I was actually thought of Pink

bleaching will be needed

since bleached is needed

why don't i go for grey/white

cuz it'll be too much for me

my hair will need around 3-4 times of bleaching

to make it grey or white

my head will sure explode because of this

so i go for COPPER

(this is the nearest result i can get)

Now I'm Back to Colored Hair...

(instead of black normal style)

Eating Habit

I never know that i have the habit of having dessert after a proper meal

since i met my college's friends few days back (tues night)

there was mhk, mhk's gf, wyan, kitty, jayhan and see woon.

we went to marche for dinner in the curve around 8

before that i spent my time in starbucks

had the new lemon green tea and a piece of chocolate something (cake) around 5

spent around rm50 on foods and went to laundry for drink

was having heineken

and i ordered a hazelnut brownie from italianies

so mhk said that i used to be like that since icpu

having dessert after meal (or always eat something different)

so i have found out bout this later...

it's somehow enjoying

actually i like something sweet (not too sweet of course)

it's not bad to have this kind of eating habit

but it's somehow spending extra money

(i can spend a lot of money on food...)

Change

I wanna change...

but change to what???

and what to change???