Away from blogging for 3 months

wow... it's the end of april
and my last post was on Feb 2nd
been away from blog for 3 months

of course
my life is totally changed within these 3 months
i FINISHED my degree life (^.^)v
i got my FIRST job  \($3$)/
something sad was... my grandma's DEAD (T_T)

there's so many stuff i wanna blog about
but i don't know where to start
hopefully
i will post something soon

i am not a dragon

i'm not a dragon
i'm a dragon wannabe rabbit
and people normally called me
the dragon headed with rabbit tail

my uncle told me...
anybody born before february 4th
will be the zodiac before the year
no matter when is lunar new year
as in lunar calendar
there's time with a month repeated twice in a year

i'm not really sure on how true is this
but one thing i'm kinda sure is that
i'm born before lunar new year
so i'm considered to be the zodiac before the lunar new year

so now...
i'm a bunny
and i'll treat myself as a bunny
instead of dragon sob...
(not good to be a pre-matured baby)

solo January 14th for 24 years

Come to think of it
I still haven't found anybody
who is born today
for 24 years
except him
my twin brother
it was only 14 days

last year of hair revolution? new year resolution

obviously
i have no idea on what was my new year resolution for 2011
so don't even talk about accomplishment

oopps... i found my resolution last year...
Here it is
Well... i have accomplished some of my resolution
1. Become more muscular, not that flat and skinny as before
2. I think I really played more when i was in Korea, it should be more than enough (been drinking a lot)
3. Earn some money this year, but i've spent those money already :mymindisfulloffuck:
4. There's less drama or really no drama this year :excitedyes:

:fffuuu: FAILURE
1. no improvement in dancing :cry:
2. no hidden talent found :why:
3. haven't decide my path on working and study :epiccry:

well... at least 50% is accomplished :likeaboss:


Hairstyle UPDATE:::
there's nothing much this year but an EPIC one

everything was started with

February 25th in Seoul Korea (hair from last year)

then back to normal

June 5th in Haircut in Busan

>>>>HAIR of the YEAR<<<<

July 5th, the real Mohawk

:motherofnegritobimbo:

growing back to normal with color only

November 8th Green Hair (not obvious)

No going to have any crazy hair next year
going to work and i don't think my boss will allow crazy hair
I hope this year would not be the ending of my hair revolution


2012 is coming
i guess i have to make new resolutions anyway
:yaoming:

RESOLUTION No. 1

Graduate with first class honor

this should not be a problem since been maintaining 1st class
this sem won't drag me to hell
but this sem is a hell for me
never been like this in my study life before

since i'm going to graduate (i hope i really do) in february

convocation will be around August i think

of course it's time to make some money $$$
RESOLUTION No. 2
Get a job that i like and can make a lot of money
hope that it will be RM4k++ monthly with allowance and benefits :notbad:
but i really need an interesting, because working is boring :sad:

been working out hard (quite hard)
not going to give up on more muscular body

RESOLUTION No. 3

Get a real muscular body

more more more muscles

think about the future
i don't wanna be unemployed (nobody want)
at least i can be lecturer whenever i'm unemployed

RESOLUTION No. 4

Get scholarship for master degree

There's a lot i need to do for this
such as search for field of study, university etc etc...
Most probably will only start studying in year 2013
as most scholarship will need a year to process

hmmm... what else
will be busily working throughout the year
don't think there's anything i can more i can accomplish
oopsss... continue on the failed resolutions from year 2011
1. Improvement in dancing, now i'll go for latin... to old for street dance :cry:
2. Search for hidden talent, going to divert my career if possible
3. Must get the path already, no choice for this...
Total 7 resolutions again this year? :challengeaccepted:

Relationship? wait till i secured my job... maybe... :hmmm:
only if accident happened :lol:
i hope they won't be any accident
couldn't carry the responsible
but welcoming any possibilities
been very despo for relationship :happyforeveralone:


2012 will be a better year
:letsdothis:

greedy road

Somehow
I'm just too greedy
Wanting too much
But never get one

It's only
4.0 for school
Search for dream job
and go to gym to be muscular

And now
i'm only concentrate on study
being perfect in it
but i'm losing the rest

I think i'm just too stupid
study hard only makes me a nerd
all i want was to enjoy my life
do everything i like and party till morning

i've been
studying everything to understand all
giving up my entertainments just for this
now i feel so empty inside

trying to give up on 4.0
so i could enjoy my life
get a good job
and get a sexy body to be impressive

so start
make up my mind
set my journey and fix the path
walk on it and no turning back

My Blog is Dying T_T

am really busy with study since oct
there's a lot to keep up
uncertainties, quizzes, mid terms, assignments
this is considered the worst semester i ever had

i've been staying in the university library whenever i can
cause of the freaking stupid book that i can only borrow for 2 hours
and to access papers from IEEE, ACM, etc for assignment
also spending some time in the small gym with lot of people

i'm supposed to do research on my future plan
working... master degree... location and so on
but i'm so busy till i don't really have the chance to do so
my future is partially RUINED T_T

i don't wanna spend more time on testing job
i just wanna get some work i like
but i'm not sure what do i like yet
so therey's a lot i need to find out

then there's still leo's club events to attend
the main priority is the camp
other than that...
i'm holding them for a while

my fate from fortune teller?

This photo reminds me of something

it said that... Capricorn : Boss of Mafia

my mom used to told me that...

when i was a kid

a fortune teller used to told her that

if i be a "good boy" while growing

i can be a talented person

if i don't behave while growing

i'll be a mafia boss

but then it's not bad to be a mafia boss right

can earn a lot of money

and

do whatever you like

LOL

No Study Life

It's been almost 6 months+ i didn't go for class already
back to school again for my final semester in bachelor degree
been through working life for 3 months-
and now i've lost myself in study

been to almost 1st week of classes
i am totally lost and not sure what are the lecturers talking about
a lot of terms been kept in my brain deep deep inside
i've heard those stuff before but forgot what are they for...

i've been expected to have a awesome final semester but...
it turned out to be boring and lost in class for the 1st week
maybe it's because there are quite a number of stuffs i need to handle
and maybe lack of alcohol for weeks >.<

i went to gym again
and to the library to read for class (it's been ages)
since i'm so lost
hope that everything will be alright soon

I really hope that i can get 4.0 this semester
to raise my cgpa
even 3.99 can't raise my cgpa (i've counted again and again)
really need to work hard for this

another new blog (coming soon)

i'm going to start any new blog
but that blog will be kept private
or maybe can be viewed by specific people only
this blog will only become public for either reason
1) I've succeeded my mission (after 6 months later)
2) I've quitted my mission (anytime within 6 months)

for this...
actually there's only 1 friend of mine know it
+ my sister (i told them)
+ a friend (who know it coincidently)
since i forgot to tell him to keep it a secret
so eventually he spread it out the next day LOL
(please DON'T REVEAL yourself in my blog, so as the rest)
even my parents know nothing about this

i'm just wanna make it a surprise if i success
else just keep it as a experience for you and me

this is a new journey that i'm trying to walk
i'm trying to create my own product from it
and of course make money from it (if i can)

so let it stays as a secret for you guys at the moment
some of you might think that
just don't write anything in this post since it's a secret LOL

Searching my path to build my journey

it's so nice to be a kid
there's nothing we need to decide as there's only one way to go
as i'm going to college
it's my 1st time to decide what to study
from Medicine -> E&E Engineering -> Computer Science
and i'm on the path of computer science for 3 years

just to let you know that
i'm in computer science not because it's my favorite nor hobby
it's just that i'm considered good at it
somehow i can understand what i studied easily
and this is where i can make money from

since internship
i've been wonder
where should i pursue
the way i can proceed is too wide
but then i may choose not to continue what i studied
now, i'm still not sure on what i really want
i'm trying to find it but i don't know how
is there a way for this except testing on everything?

btw...
i've been learning dancing as hobby
and i stopped dancing since i sprained my ankle
i'm sure that my ankle and weak now
so i'm going for an alternative if i cannot dance already
will let everybody know after i reached certain level
(give me 3 months)

First Impression

from my look (sometimes with crazy hairstyle)
i now that my impression is not really good

college life
people thought that i'm kind of a spoilt brat
who is not good at study and always skip class
(that's what i know, maybe there's more)

then forgot since when
people asked whether am i english educated...
so is it indirect to "banana"?
i wonder what makes people think about this?
couldn't be from my look right...
please let me know if you do

recently (within a month)
a friend of mine said that
i'm good at talking with girls (something like that)
from university
they're close friends of mine in uni
so i think it's normal....
but then that's the other friend i made
she also said this (we only went out once...)
it'll make me the 1st impression playboy type

i wonder what's my first impression in you
please tell me (i will try to change if it's bad)
教えて　下さい〜

nobody wanna be anybody

i've been thinking of being anybody
but i'm merely nobody
i know that i'm uniquely nobody

somehow I can be who I wanna be
because I try

sometimes before I sleep
I've been wondering why am i this bad
why can't i get this and that done properly
so
it makes me believe that
there's nothing to be feared of
and how i can i be better

next day after i woke up
i've changed
i'm closer to who i wanna be
although it's only a bit
but i'm better than the day before

day by day
i'm anybody who everybody wanna be
everybody wanna be me
but i'm still a nobody to myself
and searching for anybody

A New Blog Title

Changed a new title for this blog
the previous title was lame
"Johnny, しんとう & I, CT"
- what to write next

to the current one
"Brand me SChintXIV"
- Make me your brand, SChintXIV

was thinking to change for quite some time already
but always forget

A new chapter of me

been months i didn't really update this blog
now i'm going to write about what happened to me those days (till now)
this will be another lengthy one

as written in previous post
undergoing internship for 3 months
and stayed in Korea for about 4 months
those days in korea

then back to reality again
most of my friends are graduating
and having convocation in coming oct
where i'm still having last semester to go
but it's not the current semester
it's the following semester
i don't need to attend school this semester
for about 4 months

what should i do these months
was planning on either participate in either

- Work and travel to USA
gave up because more money spending
i spent a lot in the pass 4 months in korea

- English learning
to improve my english in British Council
for full time
but dad refused to pay...

finally i got nothing to do but seek for a job
i can only work for short term july - oct
i wonder is there anybody wanna me
so i tried my luck in any IT related field job
if failed then i'll try in Juice KL as promoter
then, i got my offer in the 1st and only application

currently i'm working in this company called
Sage Interactive Sdn. Bhd. as
INTERN... maybe cause i only work for 3 months
never mind actually but...
i need to work from 9-6pm
leads to wake up 7 in the morning
and sleep at 11
normally i reach home at 7
shower, dinner everything till 9
only TWO hours left for free time...
eventually i'm becoming lifeless
but i'll be more lifeless if i'm jobless right

while working
i've learned a lot of stuff different from university
it's totally new to me
+ 1st time reading books with around 800pages
and finished them in a week
so what i learned are programming stuff
e.g. j2ee, servlet, jsp, mvc and so on
something good is that i got my permanent job offer
(when i only worked for a month)
i don't need to worry more after graduate
actually, this is my 1st "official" work
since i used to work for parents before
working with parents is somehow different and not official

+ i'm having japanese class every saturday
i shouldn't go for saturday class if i knew that i'm going to work like this
my japanese will end right the week before my semester start

i'm back in action to Omega Leo Club of KLCC
been away for exactly ONE year
1st task of it is the YE camp in August
something bad happened in the camp
i sprained my leg while trying some jumping move
without warmup and any shoes on

this was the 1st time i really sprained myself 
thought that it's not really a big deal
but i can't walk with this
and taking leaving for one whole week for this
spent a lot of money on my legs
RM60 once treatment
and been through 7 treatments already (more to go)
RM420 on my left ankle
and it seems like i need 2 months to have my ankle fully recovered

then one of my sickness happened 7 years ago is back again
it's something like air leaking from the lungs
where holes exist and gas leak out from lung fill the outer part of lung
then there's no space lung to expand while inhaling
there'll be pain when inhaling
will be taking more leave

now
i've been thinking of the path to move on after my degree
been thinking on whether should i work or continue study in master degree
either way i proceed
i'll still be lost as i'm still not sure about my interest
if i just simply work like this
i'm sure that i'll change my job
not one but few jobs
i've been thinking of being a professor too...
(so i need to continue study and get a phd)
there's still a lot of stuff i wanna try
but it seems like i don't have much chances

어떻게...

just try to enjoy my last bachelor degree life

and everything will be fine when it's about time

am i sick or something?

i don't know how...
i don't feel like myself
there's something wrong with me
not physically
maybe i'm just worrying about everything too much

I've learnt more about myself

it's almost 2 months i've been away from home

and i'm half way in my industrial training

seriously the progress is somehow not really good

but there's something good happened also

it'll keep this to myself 1st

then i've gained some skills and experiences

these are not technical skill

no 1.----------------

1st of all... it's the people around me

cuz everybody having intern here are from a lot of different background

so everybody is completely different

of cuz there's some attitude i couldn't accept

i used to ignore this kind of attitude that i couldn't accept

i'll just ignore them and do it the way i want

so it's something like if you don't like

you can move on to yours and i go for mine

+ the way i'm replying will be rude

cuz it's freaking me out and giving me trouble

but somebody taught me that

we shouldn't do this

cuz we're having fun together

there's a way to make everybody happy

so i'll just back off and let him work it out

at least i'm not the one to make this thing works

sometimes it's really hard for me to understand

how do these people think as it's really unreasonable

it makes me really bitchy

so i'll choose to leave them alone as it's none of my business also

i'm tired of life that need to care about everyone

i know i'm being selfish

but i'll be happier like this

there's too many responsibility for me to carry

no 2.------------------

then this is myself

i've been quite busy now

as the progress of intern is not really good

so i'm working harder on it

with this...

i'm feeling stress

i think that my day is not fulfilled

i'm tensed all day

so i'm skipping classes and practices

to make myself free from tight schedule

schedule is kinda boring

and we always repeating them

it's so boring

and i know that

no matter how busy i am

i'll still make some time for my own

i never know this as i never been like this before

no 3. ---------------------

i don't like to do stuff from the same category twice

the first time maybe okay and interesting

but i'll be bored of it when i'm doing them for the 2nd time

maybe i don't even like it at 1st

i wonder

now i'm curious

is there any job that's hmmmm

always fresh so that i won't get bored of it anytime?

Dead for a Moment

this blog will be dead for a moment i guess
been busying updating the other blog

http://schintxiv-asia-tour.blogspot.com/

now having interns in Busan, Korea
till end of may or beginning of june

weekdays will be staying in lab
every tuesday and thursday will be going for korean class from 6-9pm
then weekends will be going out for sure

2 weeks after will be going for club activities or gym already
so won't have much time online i guess

cheers for intern

Busy Day

Today is busy like hell...

woke up around 930

Aunt's home made brownie for breakfast

then left home around 11 to petaling street

after i got my car parked

i found out that my parking ticket was lost

wth... when did it disappear?

i haven't even leave my car

found everywhere for around 5mins...

it's somewhere between my seat and the seatbelt there OMG

then went to Maybank to check the Foreign Currency Account

i don't need that after i asked

cuz cannot use oversea

went to Kota Raya to buy currency

RHB : 2.9

Maybank : 2.94

CIMB : No Stock

Vendor : 2.8

the vendors was the cheapest and gave no discount

he told me to come back 1/2 hour later cuz he need to get the money there

then i was waited for an hour instead WTF wasting my time

i spent 2 hours in petaling street

rush to amcorp mall there to apply ISIC card

next problem come

the verification from MMU wrote that

i enrolled into MMU since Nov 05

i was having my spm okay

so MSL ppl need to call MMU to confirm

and it was the time for lunch...

i went for lunch while waiting

1st time rounded amcorp mall

rounded whole building and ate in Ume Tei

Japanese restaurant

i ate a ramen set (with rice given)

1st time i see ramen set got rice...

when leaving to MSL

wonder how come there's shit at the escalator in amcorp mall

it's REAL SHIT on the floor okay

OMG...

then got my ISIC and insurance done

another 2 hours was gone

went to sunway for a while to do something interesting XD

it's a secret and my first time LOL

this kind of sentence always lead to some misleading thinking...

i thought that it's really pain but it's not

and i felt hot after that

LOL

and i rush back around 430

right before office hour ended

wow... today is really tiring and i hope i can play all day tomorrow

i feel like watching Burlesque tonight midnight show

else i won't have any movie in 3 months already...

+ still packing

Professional Skill or Once in a Lifetime Experience

as title...
i'm stuck again
within these two

they are the only chance i got this time
+ they are crashing together...
so i can only choose one

now i'll explain what are them actually
Professional Skill : Professional in English Skill + Japanese
once in a Lifetime Experience : Work and Travel to USA (WAT)
so which to choose...
i can only get one of them around june to sept...
since i'm having break around that period

main problem...

for WAT, i need huge capital for that
but, i'll be spending a lot (for sure) before this
it is a must (cannot avoid)
+ if i'm going for this...
i need to get everything done before mid of feb... (excluding visa)
since i won't be available after that

since might not be able to get so much money from dad (+ the spending before)
i'll choose to go to study professional english in full time
+ part time japanese (intermediate level)
3 months... i'm sure i can be really good in english (already proven)
but i'll be going to interns oversea... if i'm going for this...
maybe i can extend my staying there (play for a while)
+ maybe visit to japan again...

so which one to choose? >.<

23rd + FYP submission

FYP Report submitted on 13th of Jan...
it's been long way we've been through..
almost 1 year i guess (since self proposed title)
so 1 year is already over and the most difficult part
the report is already submitted with our project
of course after these tough day
there must be a celebration for it
so the party on the night should go for this
(instead of my 23rd birthday celebration)

okay... to be honest...
i've already knew that it's for my celebration also
(since 1 week ago i guess, some news leaking >.<)
so i still went although i was not feeling well
but then i've totally forgot when i was in the club...
so the cake part was a surprise lol

now story of that day...
when i was inside the club (it was maison)
i was there with only some ppl...
how yee was also missing
then koori said she went down but for sometime she didn't come up
i was thinking of going down to find them
but it's really little people staying up there so i didn't
btw joanne wished me (it was the 1st "physical" wish of the day lol)
after that the rest came up with 2 cakes (why 2??? i still don't get it now)

i need to thanks
Car 1 : Edvinn, Chen Han, Book Kang, Ian, Murphy
Car 2 : Zheng Jing, Chee Kent, Jia Ling, Ivan, Koori
Car 3 : Joanne, Cong Jie, Eu Jinn and also How Yee
for these... it's supposed for FYP one okay...
and sorry to those i didn't drink one on one
i was really down (thanks to that glass from jia ling)

i think you guys were having fun also
cuz some of the people were drunk and
these are the people totally out of my expectation
hope jo was happy also since it's her 1st time club
(as she said... lol)

but actually i still can take in a bit more
if i do that... i'll sure be like "somebody" since 2
it's too early to be drunk at 2 okay
so i was trying to cool down but i couldn't (sad)
i spent the last 1 hour sleeping on the sofa...
btw i really had nice sleep that time
cuz it's really been sometime i didn't sleep well

really sorry that i couldn't drink anymore
it's a promise to myself since i've been drunk for few times
and dance happily that time

actually i was trying to dance like hell that night...
since i was doomed... i can't (it's gonna be another time XD)
btw... SECONDHAND SERENADE was in maison that night (hooray)
we were damn lucky okay

i'm still waiting for the photos
i don't want fb one (lower quality)

omg... i'm so "cheong hei" (canton)
but still thanking u guys for the celebration

the only photo i got

the hair is because i was holding them back which biting the candle...
it's not my current hair style okay
so please... don't think it the other way