Buying souvenirs from holiday is a waste

i found a bunch of souvenirs left in my house

those are the souvenirs I bought while travelling to other countries

there's always friends who requested souvenirs (maybe just for fun)

finding souvenirs is wasting of time, brain juices, money and space

basically, I didn't think about souvenirs before my trip

i will only remember them when i pass by any souvenirs store

then only i started to count on number of friends to give too

as always, there will be someone i missed out...

after i got the number i need to think whether do they like this

and i always think that they might like them as i like them too

i have to think for every group of friends as everybody has different taste

obviously that's not how it go 

bought lots of souvenirs back to home country

will bring them out and give them away when we meet

always forget to bring them along and after some time away

the holiday mood wasn't there anymore and they're forgotten

at the end of the souvenirs

they're hiding at the corner in my house 

will only remember them again when housecleaning

whose souvenirs are these again? 

i'm sorry to say that

from now on, i'm not going to buy any souvenirs for friends

i will start to do things a bit traditional now

i'm going after postcard, learnt from friend who travelled to japan together

actually, i don't have the habit on writing postcard 

well, i think it's not bad that i just write something random and send them to you

the place i'm visiting might bring me something that reminds me of you

and reading my handwriting could be memorable too

send me your postal address now (not email address)

you might be the lucky one on my next trip

Limited Edition

You don't need to be perfect as nobody is.

You are unique as who you really are.

Just be yourself

That makes you limited edition. 

Do you know that?

I am very happy that you believe in me.

You told me something that nobody knows.

And you expect the worst outcome for telling the truth. 

Just that

I have to keep my thought to my own.

Whatever I say will be hurting you a lot. 

That's how I don't want it to be. 

I know that you're strong.

I know that nothing can hurt you.

You have been through the worst of your life. 

But me. 

I am sorry that this may not be what you hope for.

It's not what I hoped for neither. 

I'm gonna keep silent to hurt you less. 

So that you can keep walking.

Actually

The Name of J

If there's something you don't need
Don't replace it
Dump it instead
There's no reason for you to keep it

Better than parents

We are always better than our parents
It's because we own genes not from one but both of them
Just that we are lacked of experiences

Self learning vs Extra courses

when you guys wanna learn something
it's really common for people to learn from youtube

yes
for something you can really do it this way
but i think it doesn't really work for me
as spoon feed is always better

for language
do you really get the correct way in pronunciation?
are you sure the way you pronounce is correct?
and how about some special cases?

then sports
there's something you really did it
but is that the correct way of doing it?
if not, where's the mistake?
and how to correct them?
after you've corrected yourself
are you sure that they're perfect?

what i personally think is that
if you are going to learn something new
it's always better to get a coach or tutor to guide you
that's how you're going to identify your mistake

self learning without any guidance won't work for me
i will lose my motivation on the thing i wanna learn
and you won't know how good you are too
so i prefer attending some formal lesson instead of self learning

nobody wanna be anybody

i've been thinking of being anybody
but i'm merely nobody
i know that i'm uniquely nobody

somehow I can be who I wanna be
because I try

sometimes before I sleep
I've been wondering why am i this bad
why can't i get this and that done properly
so
it makes me believe that
there's nothing to be feared of
and how i can i be better

next day after i woke up
i've changed
i'm closer to who i wanna be
although it's only a bit
but i'm better than the day before

day by day
i'm anybody who everybody wanna be
everybody wanna be me
but i'm still a nobody to myself
and searching for anybody

Why do you need to born a baby (yourself)?

May I know?
Why do you want to have a baby ?

to pass your genes to create more people with the genes you gave?
to have your kids to carry the good genes of yours and make the world better?
to have another you born into the world?
or
you want to wait 9 months for your kid to be borne and watching him grew up?

have you ever think of adopting a orphan?

although you would not be able to see your child behave like you when you were young
but there's a lot of kids out there meant to live better