Away from blogging for 3 months

wow... it's the end of april
and my last post was on Feb 2nd
been away from blog for 3 months

of course
my life is totally changed within these 3 months
i FINISHED my degree life (^.^)v
i got my FIRST job  \($3$)/
something sad was... my grandma's DEAD (T_T)

there's so many stuff i wanna blog about
but i don't know where to start
hopefully
i will post something soon

My Blog is Dying T_T

am really busy with study since oct
there's a lot to keep up
uncertainties, quizzes, mid terms, assignments
this is considered the worst semester i ever had

i've been staying in the university library whenever i can
cause of the freaking stupid book that i can only borrow for 2 hours
and to access papers from IEEE, ACM, etc for assignment
also spending some time in the small gym with lot of people

i'm supposed to do research on my future plan
working... master degree... location and so on
but i'm so busy till i don't really have the chance to do so
my future is partially RUINED T_T

i don't wanna spend more time on testing job
i just wanna get some work i like
but i'm not sure what do i like yet
so therey's a lot i need to find out

then there's still leo's club events to attend
the main priority is the camp
other than that...
i'm holding them for a while

Searching my path to build my journey

it's so nice to be a kid
there's nothing we need to decide as there's only one way to go
as i'm going to college
it's my 1st time to decide what to study
from Medicine -> E&E Engineering -> Computer Science
and i'm on the path of computer science for 3 years

just to let you know that
i'm in computer science not because it's my favorite nor hobby
it's just that i'm considered good at it
somehow i can understand what i studied easily
and this is where i can make money from

since internship
i've been wonder
where should i pursue
the way i can proceed is too wide
but then i may choose not to continue what i studied
now, i'm still not sure on what i really want
i'm trying to find it but i don't know how
is there a way for this except testing on everything?

btw...
i've been learning dancing as hobby
and i stopped dancing since i sprained my ankle
i'm sure that my ankle and weak now
so i'm going for an alternative if i cannot dance already
will let everybody know after i reached certain level
(give me 3 months)