I've learnt more about myself

it's almost 2 months i've been away from home

and i'm half way in my industrial training

seriously the progress is somehow not really good

but there's something good happened also

it'll keep this to myself 1st

then i've gained some skills and experiences

these are not technical skill

no 1.----------------

1st of all... it's the people around me

cuz everybody having intern here are from a lot of different background

so everybody is completely different

of cuz there's some attitude i couldn't accept

i used to ignore this kind of attitude that i couldn't accept

i'll just ignore them and do it the way i want

so it's something like if you don't like

you can move on to yours and i go for mine

+ the way i'm replying will be rude

cuz it's freaking me out and giving me trouble

but somebody taught me that

we shouldn't do this

cuz we're having fun together

there's a way to make everybody happy

so i'll just back off and let him work it out

at least i'm not the one to make this thing works

sometimes it's really hard for me to understand

how do these people think as it's really unreasonable

it makes me really bitchy

so i'll choose to leave them alone as it's none of my business also

i'm tired of life that need to care about everyone

i know i'm being selfish

but i'll be happier like this

there's too many responsibility for me to carry

no 2.------------------

then this is myself

i've been quite busy now

as the progress of intern is not really good

so i'm working harder on it

with this...

i'm feeling stress

i think that my day is not fulfilled

i'm tensed all day

so i'm skipping classes and practices

to make myself free from tight schedule

schedule is kinda boring

and we always repeating them

it's so boring

and i know that

no matter how busy i am

i'll still make some time for my own

i never know this as i never been like this before

no 3. ---------------------

i don't like to do stuff from the same category twice

the first time maybe okay and interesting

but i'll be bored of it when i'm doing them for the 2nd time

maybe i don't even like it at 1st

i wonder

now i'm curious

is there any job that's hmmmm

always fresh so that i won't get bored of it anytime?

Pyramid Car Park

Last tuesday, went to sunway pyramid with my mom and sis
the purpose was
- sis pay fee for jap language class
- sis wanna eat honeymoon desserts
- i need to attend the dancing class for the week

reached pyramid quite late
couldn't get any parking slot
then my sis asked me to park at the illegal space
since there's a car in front do so
why can't i...
park my car there and be in pyramid till around 930

found there's somebody threw some rubbish at the front glass of the car
it's a candy box, forgot what's the name again, it's actually a cough medicine...
the candy is kinda transparent with some bright color and in pill shape
picked it up and found some message on the candy box there
"stupid fuck, find a proper parking space ... blah blah blah"
i've forgot the message...
just remember the 1st 2 words...

okay... there's a typo there i guess
should it be "fucker" or "fuck"???

i've already sticked my car by the wall
so i guess that person is really suck in driving

when i reached the exit...
i remember something...
i didn't i snap that message before i threw it away...

maybe... the YOU reading here is the one who gave me the message...