A new chapter of me

been months i didn't really update this blog
now i'm going to write about what happened to me those days (till now)
this will be another lengthy one

as written in previous post
undergoing internship for 3 months
and stayed in Korea for about 4 months
those days in korea

then back to reality again
most of my friends are graduating
and having convocation in coming oct
where i'm still having last semester to go
but it's not the current semester
it's the following semester
i don't need to attend school this semester
for about 4 months

what should i do these months
was planning on either participate in either

- Work and travel to USA
gave up because more money spending
i spent a lot in the pass 4 months in korea

- English learning
to improve my english in British Council
for full time
but dad refused to pay...

finally i got nothing to do but seek for a job
i can only work for short term july - oct
i wonder is there anybody wanna me
so i tried my luck in any IT related field job
if failed then i'll try in Juice KL as promoter
then, i got my offer in the 1st and only application

currently i'm working in this company called
Sage Interactive Sdn. Bhd. as
INTERN... maybe cause i only work for 3 months
never mind actually but...
i need to work from 9-6pm
leads to wake up 7 in the morning
and sleep at 11
normally i reach home at 7
shower, dinner everything till 9
only TWO hours left for free time...
eventually i'm becoming lifeless
but i'll be more lifeless if i'm jobless right

while working
i've learned a lot of stuff different from university
it's totally new to me
+ 1st time reading books with around 800pages
and finished them in a week
so what i learned are programming stuff
e.g. j2ee, servlet, jsp, mvc and so on
something good is that i got my permanent job offer
(when i only worked for a month)
i don't need to worry more after graduate
actually, this is my 1st "official" work
since i used to work for parents before
working with parents is somehow different and not official

+ i'm having japanese class every saturday
i shouldn't go for saturday class if i knew that i'm going to work like this
my japanese will end right the week before my semester start

i'm back in action to Omega Leo Club of KLCC
been away for exactly ONE year
1st task of it is the YE camp in August
something bad happened in the camp
i sprained my leg while trying some jumping move
without warmup and any shoes on

this was the 1st time i really sprained myself 
thought that it's not really a big deal
but i can't walk with this
and taking leaving for one whole week for this
spent a lot of money on my legs
RM60 once treatment
and been through 7 treatments already (more to go)
RM420 on my left ankle
and it seems like i need 2 months to have my ankle fully recovered

then one of my sickness happened 7 years ago is back again
it's something like air leaking from the lungs
where holes exist and gas leak out from lung fill the outer part of lung
then there's no space lung to expand while inhaling
there'll be pain when inhaling
will be taking more leave

now
i've been thinking of the path to move on after my degree
been thinking on whether should i work or continue study in master degree
either way i proceed
i'll still be lost as i'm still not sure about my interest
if i just simply work like this
i'm sure that i'll change my job
not one but few jobs
i've been thinking of being a professor too...
(so i need to continue study and get a phd)
there's still a lot of stuff i wanna try
but it seems like i don't have much chances

어떻게...

just try to enjoy my last bachelor degree life

and everything will be fine when it's about time