last year of hair revolution? new year resolution

obviously
i have no idea on what was my new year resolution for 2011
so don't even talk about accomplishment

oopps... i found my resolution last year...
Here it is
Well... i have accomplished some of my resolution
1. Become more muscular, not that flat and skinny as before
2. I think I really played more when i was in Korea, it should be more than enough (been drinking a lot)
3. Earn some money this year, but i've spent those money already :mymindisfulloffuck:
4. There's less drama or really no drama this year :excitedyes:

:fffuuu: FAILURE
1. no improvement in dancing :cry:
2. no hidden talent found :why:
3. haven't decide my path on working and study :epiccry:

well... at least 50% is accomplished :likeaboss:


Hairstyle UPDATE:::
there's nothing much this year but an EPIC one

everything was started with

February 25th in Seoul Korea (hair from last year)

then back to normal

June 5th in Haircut in Busan

>>>>HAIR of the YEAR<<<<

July 5th, the real Mohawk

:motherofnegritobimbo:

growing back to normal with color only

November 8th Green Hair (not obvious)

No going to have any crazy hair next year
going to work and i don't think my boss will allow crazy hair
I hope this year would not be the ending of my hair revolution


2012 is coming
i guess i have to make new resolutions anyway
:yaoming:

RESOLUTION No. 1

Graduate with first class honor

this should not be a problem since been maintaining 1st class
this sem won't drag me to hell
but this sem is a hell for me
never been like this in my study life before

since i'm going to graduate (i hope i really do) in february

convocation will be around August i think

of course it's time to make some money $$$
RESOLUTION No. 2
Get a job that i like and can make a lot of money
hope that it will be RM4k++ monthly with allowance and benefits :notbad:
but i really need an interesting, because working is boring :sad:

been working out hard (quite hard)
not going to give up on more muscular body

RESOLUTION No. 3

Get a real muscular body

more more more muscles

think about the future
i don't wanna be unemployed (nobody want)
at least i can be lecturer whenever i'm unemployed

RESOLUTION No. 4

Get scholarship for master degree

There's a lot i need to do for this
such as search for field of study, university etc etc...
Most probably will only start studying in year 2013
as most scholarship will need a year to process

hmmm... what else
will be busily working throughout the year
don't think there's anything i can more i can accomplish
oopsss... continue on the failed resolutions from year 2011
1. Improvement in dancing, now i'll go for latin... to old for street dance :cry:
2. Search for hidden talent, going to divert my career if possible
3. Must get the path already, no choice for this...
Total 7 resolutions again this year? :challengeaccepted:

Relationship? wait till i secured my job... maybe... :hmmm:
only if accident happened :lol:
i hope they won't be any accident
couldn't carry the responsible
but welcoming any possibilities
been very despo for relationship :happyforeveralone:


2012 will be a better year
:letsdothis:

greedy road

Somehow
I'm just too greedy
Wanting too much
But never get one

It's only
4.0 for school
Search for dream job
and go to gym to be muscular

And now
i'm only concentrate on study
being perfect in it
but i'm losing the rest

I think i'm just too stupid
study hard only makes me a nerd
all i want was to enjoy my life
do everything i like and party till morning

i've been
studying everything to understand all
giving up my entertainments just for this
now i feel so empty inside

trying to give up on 4.0
so i could enjoy my life
get a good job
and get a sexy body to be impressive

so start
make up my mind
set my journey and fix the path
walk on it and no turning back

My Blog is Dying T_T

am really busy with study since oct
there's a lot to keep up
uncertainties, quizzes, mid terms, assignments
this is considered the worst semester i ever had

i've been staying in the university library whenever i can
cause of the freaking stupid book that i can only borrow for 2 hours
and to access papers from IEEE, ACM, etc for assignment
also spending some time in the small gym with lot of people

i'm supposed to do research on my future plan
working... master degree... location and so on
but i'm so busy till i don't really have the chance to do so
my future is partially RUINED T_T

i don't wanna spend more time on testing job
i just wanna get some work i like
but i'm not sure what do i like yet
so therey's a lot i need to find out

then there's still leo's club events to attend
the main priority is the camp
other than that...
i'm holding them for a while

my fate from fortune teller?

This photo reminds me of something

it said that... Capricorn : Boss of Mafia

my mom used to told me that...

when i was a kid

a fortune teller used to told her that

if i be a "good boy" while growing

i can be a talented person

if i don't behave while growing

i'll be a mafia boss

but then it's not bad to be a mafia boss right

can earn a lot of money

and

do whatever you like

LOL

Self learning vs Extra courses

when you guys wanna learn something
it's really common for people to learn from youtube

yes
for something you can really do it this way
but i think it doesn't really work for me
as spoon feed is always better

for language
do you really get the correct way in pronunciation?
are you sure the way you pronounce is correct?
and how about some special cases?

then sports
there's something you really did it
but is that the correct way of doing it?
if not, where's the mistake?
and how to correct them?
after you've corrected yourself
are you sure that they're perfect?

what i personally think is that
if you are going to learn something new
it's always better to get a coach or tutor to guide you
that's how you're going to identify your mistake

self learning without any guidance won't work for me
i will lose my motivation on the thing i wanna learn
and you won't know how good you are too
so i prefer attending some formal lesson instead of self learning

No Study Life

It's been almost 6 months+ i didn't go for class already
back to school again for my final semester in bachelor degree
been through working life for 3 months-
and now i've lost myself in study

been to almost 1st week of classes
i am totally lost and not sure what are the lecturers talking about
a lot of terms been kept in my brain deep deep inside
i've heard those stuff before but forgot what are they for...

i've been expected to have a awesome final semester but...
it turned out to be boring and lost in class for the 1st week
maybe it's because there are quite a number of stuffs i need to handle
and maybe lack of alcohol for weeks >.<

i went to gym again
and to the library to read for class (it's been ages)
since i'm so lost
hope that everything will be alright soon

I really hope that i can get 4.0 this semester
to raise my cgpa
even 3.99 can't raise my cgpa (i've counted again and again)
really need to work hard for this

another new blog (coming soon)

i'm going to start any new blog
but that blog will be kept private
or maybe can be viewed by specific people only
this blog will only become public for either reason
1) I've succeeded my mission (after 6 months later)
2) I've quitted my mission (anytime within 6 months)

for this...
actually there's only 1 friend of mine know it
+ my sister (i told them)
+ a friend (who know it coincidently)
since i forgot to tell him to keep it a secret
so eventually he spread it out the next day LOL
(please DON'T REVEAL yourself in my blog, so as the rest)
even my parents know nothing about this

i'm just wanna make it a surprise if i success
else just keep it as a experience for you and me

this is a new journey that i'm trying to walk
i'm trying to create my own product from it
and of course make money from it (if i can)

so let it stays as a secret for you guys at the moment
some of you might think that
just don't write anything in this post since it's a secret LOL