My birthday is coming in a month!!!

Thinking of getting myself a birthday present for 2015
(and wish list to sister and maybe friends hehe)
It won't be much for her since I got her a PSP vita years back LOL

Well this is what I got myself few years back

2013 : My very first tattoo

2014 : Bday eve and Bday feasts costed me RM900++

2015 : ???


Wish list 2015 :

1) Daniel Wellington Leather Watch
https://www.danielwellington.com/global/classic-bristol

I'm a watch lover and I am lack of leather watch now...

2) Tomorrowland 2015 DreamVille pass (this is a bit impossible as bday present >.<)
http://www.tomorrowland.com/en/dreamville/welcome-dreamville

The ultimate getaway that I must be there at least once in my life.

3) LOBSTER is a must for my birthday!!! (this will be in daddy's bill)
This is a tradition for years... Disaster will happen if no lob

4) Adidas Jeremy Scott Wings 3.0 shoes (but what size am I wearing?)
http://www.adidas.com/us/jeremy-scott-wings-3.0-shoes/D66468_530.html

hmmmm... I love shoes too but I only have a pair of legs to wear those shoes I'm having.

5)
6)
7)
Rest of the items?
Let them be clubbing session or feast will do :D

Thank you in advance XD

Buying souvenirs from holiday is a waste

i found a bunch of souvenirs left in my house

those are the souvenirs I bought while travelling to other countries

there's always friends who requested souvenirs (maybe just for fun)

finding souvenirs is wasting of time, brain juices, money and space

basically, I didn't think about souvenirs before my trip

i will only remember them when i pass by any souvenirs store

then only i started to count on number of friends to give too

as always, there will be someone i missed out...

after i got the number i need to think whether do they like this

and i always think that they might like them as i like them too

i have to think for every group of friends as everybody has different taste

obviously that's not how it go 

bought lots of souvenirs back to home country

will bring them out and give them away when we meet

always forget to bring them along and after some time away

the holiday mood wasn't there anymore and they're forgotten

at the end of the souvenirs

they're hiding at the corner in my house 

will only remember them again when housecleaning

whose souvenirs are these again? 

i'm sorry to say that

from now on, i'm not going to buy any souvenirs for friends

i will start to do things a bit traditional now

i'm going after postcard, learnt from friend who travelled to japan together

actually, i don't have the habit on writing postcard 

well, i think it's not bad that i just write something random and send them to you

the place i'm visiting might bring me something that reminds me of you

and reading my handwriting could be memorable too

send me your postal address now (not email address)

you might be the lucky one on my next trip

Limited Edition

You don't need to be perfect as nobody is.

You are unique as who you really are.

Just be yourself

That makes you limited edition. 

Do you know that?

I am very happy that you believe in me.

You told me something that nobody knows.

And you expect the worst outcome for telling the truth. 

Just that

I have to keep my thought to my own.

Whatever I say will be hurting you a lot. 

That's how I don't want it to be. 

I know that you're strong.

I know that nothing can hurt you.

You have been through the worst of your life. 

But me. 

I am sorry that this may not be what you hope for.

It's not what I hoped for neither. 

I'm gonna keep silent to hurt you less. 

So that you can keep walking.

Actually

Money saving

(Blog revived... trying to write a short one)

Suddenly something came into my mind about money saving. 

I guess it's normal that people around my age (25 ish) in my country, Malaysia start saving once they started to work.

Maybe it's only applicable to my friends. 

Why do we save money? Mainly is for property buying.

Some of my friends save around 30% of their salary (so do i). 

20% plus already gone for utilities (no running away usage)

I have been wondering how am I going to survive with less than 50% of my salary. 

Anyway, it's possible and it's been 2 years (there's some hidden sponsors)

These aren't my point for this. 

My main point is that we need to save more money for short term spending e.g. vacations.

I never save money for short term until I decided to go to the very expensive country, Japan. 

I was quite struggling for few months to save the money... (luckily accident happened)

+ some of my friends couldn't attend some sudden decided vacation due to lack of money

it's pretty sad to hear it

If it's financially allowed

it is always better to keep a bit of extra money for this purpose

Maybe this is for me only as I like vacation a lot

it's suffering to hold yourself from doing what you like when going vacation

Spend less on hmmmm... alcohol? (kinda tough too) save more for holidayssssss

The Name of J

If there's something you don't need
Don't replace it
Dump it instead
There's no reason for you to keep it

It's all from A to Z

It's been really tough
to pass those days
I've been trying hard
to forget that day

I used to say what I wanna say
but now I can't
I need to watch my mouth
to make you feel better

I should've dumped what I don't need
instead of changing it
keeping it there for no reason
Not that I'm being fake...

Every word of yours means something to me
But I think it was just me
I've been thinking and worrying too much
Just because I'm a typical capricorn

I still believe that that wasn't the reason of it
Cause I haven't told you that I did the same as what you did
And I reacted as how it used to be
It's all like a karma, what goes around comes around

I'm moving way slower this time
I tried real hard to hold myself behind
Just because that there's hope in me
and I don't wanna lose you again

There's always a reason
for every stupid moves I took
Everything was just for you
although I didn't like it

I threw my ego threw my pride
Earned my living earn my life


I may not speak
I believe that you'll understand one day
I may not ask
Cause you tell me eventually

I will keep trying different attempts
One will work for sure
I will keep changing
To reach where you are

Please wait for me
I'll be back for you

No longer a listener

I listen to no problem no more
Got my problems now
Need to settle them before I gone crazy
So, keep your problem to your own
I don't wanna hear it

Please...
Free me,
Let me go,
Release me,
from trouble...

2012 Checklist!!! 2013 Resolution :D

As the title of last year new year resolution post
There's no hair revolution this year but it's not the end
New hairstyle will be coming soon
and I'm gonna blow the world once again XD

This is the hair length target for the end of year 2013

Hair in June, 2008 (4+ years ago)

Oppsss... don't forget the checklist of 2012

New Year Resolution 2012

✔ Graduate with first class honor
Finally I've graduated (After 3.5 years of study + 1 years in Engineering)
First class honor in Bachelor in Computer Science with CGPA 3.9 wakakakaka

✔ Get a job that i like and can make a lot of money
Got a job and started to work right after finished study (in March). Didn't get any time to rest.
Well... the amount didn't reach 4k (but close enough), didn't know I'd expected that much last year... RM4k++

Glad that working in this company, Quintiq, been given a lot of opportunities, doing great (although there's quite a lot of job sometimes, but it's normal), hope that I can last long here (Not like some friends of mine, switching company after a year+ working in a company)

✖ Get a real muscular body
Well.... been working out (almost every weekdays) after work, body is getting better (no longer flat), but not yet muscular...
Been eating healthier this year

✖ Get scholarship for master degree
I was so dump... how am I going to study while I wanna get a job and make a lot of money.
It's totally contradict with resolution no.2. 
Hope that I still can continue study, I'm a doctor wannabe :P

✔ Improvement in dancing, now i'll go for latin... too old for street dance :cry:
Not as planned, since been busying working, not much time to do other stuff.
Everywhere is in traffic jam after I've finished my work.
But!!! I'm joining dancing class in gym. At least get a chance to practice.
It's more like street dance and girl style, not really what I want, but there's the most I can have now.

✖  Search for hidden talent, going to divert my career if possible
No hidden talent found, maybe there's none in me T_T

✔ Must get the path already, no choice for this...
Path... should be continue working on what I'm doing now, not till what I wanna do now, but my company is giving me chance and training to work on algorithm related thingy. 

Other accomplishments + events:
1. Being smart by getting iPhone4S

1st photo with my phone by instagram

2. Grandmother passed away on April 24th
It's been sad to us and I'm still missing her.

3. Presented in another conference. My resume is becoming prettier...

Cryptology 2012, the page of mine

4. Travelled to Taiwan with family (Last minute)
Due to my sister decided to study in Taiwan for baking short course.
We decided to visit her + travelled around while she's there

Taipei 101 with family

5. Travelled to Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam (again after 10 years) with friends.
That was the 1st time i travelled oversea with friends.
It was fun, wanna do that again.

In Ho Chi Minh with the awesome gang

6. Since I started to make my own money, my spending power increased a lot. Did the most shopping of my life this year. Bunch of pants... yellow, green, purple, red, blue jeans..., 2 watches, etc etc...

7. Been FFK (last minute pulled out) a lot this year... almost never before year 2012...

8. hmmmmm.... nothing else??? OMG... working life... is always this boring... ●▛▜▃ (Less party throughout the year) But I'm moving forward. One step closer (to perfect LOL).

Actually... the new year resolutions I had sounds more like some "MUST DO" throughout the year... I didn't really check on what have I done in order to accomplished them. (I didn't work hard on them)



New year resolution 2013:
◻ Still wanna get a muscular body
◻ Make more money (increment + promotion)
◻ Travel to western country or maybe Hong Kong
◻ Get a tattoo, been wanting it for quite some time
◻ Spend less and save more for some big plan (less shopping)
◻ Improvement in Japanese i.e. continue Japanese study
◻ Be in relationship ( I'm lonely and despo >.< )
✖ Master study? To be postponed, no plan yet, need to research
✖ Not going for hidden talent anymore, they'll appear at the right time.


What else......
Hmmmm......
Should be enough... so that I can complete one every 2 months...
Hope 2013 will be a better year


Bye 2012 and Happy 2013

The Legendary Shinto (Johnny)

The Legend started in...

Canadian Pre-University of Taylor's College
in June Semester 2006
Top scorer for Computer Studies in the graduation ceremony of June 2007
98% and full marks for all tests and quizzes except one...

Got the nickname Johnny... as programming name from Mr Joy Augustine
Lecturer of Computer Studies


Bachelor Degree in E&E Engineering
University of Nottingham, Malaysia Campus

in September 2007
Still using programming nickname, Johnny to write programming code
Solved a revision problem for final exam that nobody can solve in code
Sent the solution to my housemate then till the whole faculty from one source
The legend in UNMC begun and nobody knows who's Johnny

They found the source of the code spreading

That's my housemate.... then i was the legend...

Score 99% for that exam
Another top scorer

in another semester
the mystery of the urban legend started...
coded some games in a calculator coding project
one of the legendary games was..... the super mario...
this rumor was spreading around
I'm not sure since when
but I only knew it 3-4 years later
and it's still spreading
it's really LMAO
not sure whether is it still spreading now...
I think the chain broke after a junior found the truth from me


Bachelor Degree in Computer Science
Multimedia University

More vague urban legends spreading here
Something for sure was my extreme hair-do
Then being prince-like, being gay, being rich and etc...
(I think i also being an asshole for some events)
I'm sort of lost count to them already
At least I'm a top scorer for at least 1 subject
(After combating with other god-likes,  ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ)

After I finished my bachelor degree...
am crowned as god-like


Somehow...
I only knew about these legends
after those rumors spread till my friends region
Then the legendary shinto remained as urban legend...
And... more and more legends are coming....
It's the power between outstanding incidents and rumors...


(Please let me know if you know more, just let me ROFLOL)

Away from blogging for 3 months

wow... it's the end of april
and my last post was on Feb 2nd
been away from blog for 3 months

of course
my life is totally changed within these 3 months
i FINISHED my degree life (^.^)v
i got my FIRST job  \($3$)/
something sad was... my grandma's DEAD (T_T)

there's so many stuff i wanna blog about
but i don't know where to start
hopefully
i will post something soon

Better than parents

We are always better than our parents
It's because we own genes not from one but both of them
Just that we are lacked of experiences

i am not a dragon

i'm not a dragon
i'm a dragon wannabe rabbit
and people normally called me
the dragon headed with rabbit tail

my uncle told me...
anybody born before february 4th
will be the zodiac before the year
no matter when is lunar new year
as in lunar calendar
there's time with a month repeated twice in a year

i'm not really sure on how true is this
but one thing i'm kinda sure is that
i'm born before lunar new year
so i'm considered to be the zodiac before the lunar new year

so now...
i'm a bunny
and i'll treat myself as a bunny
instead of dragon sob...
(not good to be a pre-matured baby)

solo January 14th for 24 years

Come to think of it
I still haven't found anybody
who is born today
for 24 years
except him
my twin brother
it was only 14 days

A Nightmare in New Year Eve

This nightmare is still remain in my mind very clear

Everything was started with club
it's mist club
then going back home as usual

i wasn't the driver that night
but i was sitting next to the driver
with the drunk one behind
only my seatbelt is on

so was driving from KL back to SK
through the seremban highway then KL turf club
at the exit from seremban highway
there's a turning there

there's where i awake after this
the floor was so wet
and the speed was kinda fast
the car skidded

360 degree turning
with my eyes wide opened
i wanna to pull the handbrake
but i scare that it'll make it worse

i saw the driver was holding the steering
controlling it by turing left and right
not sure about his brake
just like me playing racing game

then the car stopped
there's no others car around
didn't hit any border at all
and then i was awake

somehow
it showed that i survived till the last day of 2011
happy 2012
another better year

last year of hair revolution? new year resolution

obviously
i have no idea on what was my new year resolution for 2011
so don't even talk about accomplishment

oopps... i found my resolution last year...
Here it is
Well... i have accomplished some of my resolution
1. Become more muscular, not that flat and skinny as before
2. I think I really played more when i was in Korea, it should be more than enough (been drinking a lot)
3. Earn some money this year, but i've spent those money already :mymindisfulloffuck:
4. There's less drama or really no drama this year :excitedyes:

:fffuuu: FAILURE
1. no improvement in dancing :cry:
2. no hidden talent found :why:
3. haven't decide my path on working and study :epiccry:

well... at least 50% is accomplished :likeaboss:


Hairstyle UPDATE:::
there's nothing much this year but an EPIC one

everything was started with

February 25th in Seoul Korea (hair from last year)

then back to normal

June 5th in Haircut in Busan

>>>>HAIR of the YEAR<<<<

July 5th, the real Mohawk

:motherofnegritobimbo:

growing back to normal with color only

November 8th Green Hair (not obvious)

No going to have any crazy hair next year
going to work and i don't think my boss will allow crazy hair
I hope this year would not be the ending of my hair revolution


2012 is coming
i guess i have to make new resolutions anyway
:yaoming:

RESOLUTION No. 1

Graduate with first class honor

this should not be a problem since been maintaining 1st class
this sem won't drag me to hell
but this sem is a hell for me
never been like this in my study life before

since i'm going to graduate (i hope i really do) in february

convocation will be around August i think

of course it's time to make some money $$$
RESOLUTION No. 2
Get a job that i like and can make a lot of money
hope that it will be RM4k++ monthly with allowance and benefits :notbad:
but i really need an interesting, because working is boring :sad:

been working out hard (quite hard)
not going to give up on more muscular body

RESOLUTION No. 3

Get a real muscular body

more more more muscles

think about the future
i don't wanna be unemployed (nobody want)
at least i can be lecturer whenever i'm unemployed

RESOLUTION No. 4

Get scholarship for master degree

There's a lot i need to do for this
such as search for field of study, university etc etc...
Most probably will only start studying in year 2013
as most scholarship will need a year to process

hmmm... what else
will be busily working throughout the year
don't think there's anything i can more i can accomplish
oopsss... continue on the failed resolutions from year 2011
1. Improvement in dancing, now i'll go for latin... to old for street dance :cry:
2. Search for hidden talent, going to divert my career if possible
3. Must get the path already, no choice for this...
Total 7 resolutions again this year? :challengeaccepted:

Relationship? wait till i secured my job... maybe... :hmmm:
only if accident happened :lol:
i hope they won't be any accident
couldn't carry the responsible
but welcoming any possibilities
been very despo for relationship :happyforeveralone:


2012 will be a better year
:letsdothis:

greedy road

Somehow
I'm just too greedy
Wanting too much
But never get one

It's only
4.0 for school
Search for dream job
and go to gym to be muscular

And now
i'm only concentrate on study
being perfect in it
but i'm losing the rest

I think i'm just too stupid
study hard only makes me a nerd
all i want was to enjoy my life
do everything i like and party till morning

i've been
studying everything to understand all
giving up my entertainments just for this
now i feel so empty inside

trying to give up on 4.0
so i could enjoy my life
get a good job
and get a sexy body to be impressive

so start
make up my mind
set my journey and fix the path
walk on it and no turning back

My Blog is Dying T_T

am really busy with study since oct
there's a lot to keep up
uncertainties, quizzes, mid terms, assignments
this is considered the worst semester i ever had

i've been staying in the university library whenever i can
cause of the freaking stupid book that i can only borrow for 2 hours
and to access papers from IEEE, ACM, etc for assignment
also spending some time in the small gym with lot of people

i'm supposed to do research on my future plan
working... master degree... location and so on
but i'm so busy till i don't really have the chance to do so
my future is partially RUINED T_T

i don't wanna spend more time on testing job
i just wanna get some work i like
but i'm not sure what do i like yet
so therey's a lot i need to find out

then there's still leo's club events to attend
the main priority is the camp
other than that...
i'm holding them for a while

my fate from fortune teller?

This photo reminds me of something

it said that... Capricorn : Boss of Mafia

my mom used to told me that...

when i was a kid

a fortune teller used to told her that

if i be a "good boy" while growing

i can be a talented person

if i don't behave while growing

i'll be a mafia boss

but then it's not bad to be a mafia boss right

can earn a lot of money

and

do whatever you like

LOL

Self learning vs Extra courses

when you guys wanna learn something
it's really common for people to learn from youtube

yes
for something you can really do it this way
but i think it doesn't really work for me
as spoon feed is always better

for language
do you really get the correct way in pronunciation?
are you sure the way you pronounce is correct?
and how about some special cases?

then sports
there's something you really did it
but is that the correct way of doing it?
if not, where's the mistake?
and how to correct them?
after you've corrected yourself
are you sure that they're perfect?

what i personally think is that
if you are going to learn something new
it's always better to get a coach or tutor to guide you
that's how you're going to identify your mistake

self learning without any guidance won't work for me
i will lose my motivation on the thing i wanna learn
and you won't know how good you are too
so i prefer attending some formal lesson instead of self learning

No Study Life

It's been almost 6 months+ i didn't go for class already
back to school again for my final semester in bachelor degree
been through working life for 3 months-
and now i've lost myself in study

been to almost 1st week of classes
i am totally lost and not sure what are the lecturers talking about
a lot of terms been kept in my brain deep deep inside
i've heard those stuff before but forgot what are they for...

i've been expected to have a awesome final semester but...
it turned out to be boring and lost in class for the 1st week
maybe it's because there are quite a number of stuffs i need to handle
and maybe lack of alcohol for weeks >.<

i went to gym again
and to the library to read for class (it's been ages)
since i'm so lost
hope that everything will be alright soon

I really hope that i can get 4.0 this semester
to raise my cgpa
even 3.99 can't raise my cgpa (i've counted again and again)
really need to work hard for this