greedy road

Somehow
I'm just too greedy
Wanting too much
But never get one

It's only
4.0 for school
Search for dream job
and go to gym to be muscular

And now
i'm only concentrate on study
being perfect in it
but i'm losing the rest

I think i'm just too stupid
study hard only makes me a nerd
all i want was to enjoy my life
do everything i like and party till morning

i've been
studying everything to understand all
giving up my entertainments just for this
now i feel so empty inside

trying to give up on 4.0
so i could enjoy my life
get a good job
and get a sexy body to be impressive

so start
make up my mind
set my journey and fix the path
walk on it and no turning back

My Blog is Dying T_T

am really busy with study since oct
there's a lot to keep up
uncertainties, quizzes, mid terms, assignments
this is considered the worst semester i ever had

i've been staying in the university library whenever i can
cause of the freaking stupid book that i can only borrow for 2 hours
and to access papers from IEEE, ACM, etc for assignment
also spending some time in the small gym with lot of people

i'm supposed to do research on my future plan
working... master degree... location and so on
but i'm so busy till i don't really have the chance to do so
my future is partially RUINED T_T

i don't wanna spend more time on testing job
i just wanna get some work i like
but i'm not sure what do i like yet
so therey's a lot i need to find out

then there's still leo's club events to attend
the main priority is the camp
other than that...
i'm holding them for a while

my fate from fortune teller?

This photo reminds me of something

it said that... Capricorn : Boss of Mafia

my mom used to told me that...

when i was a kid

a fortune teller used to told her that

if i be a "good boy" while growing

i can be a talented person

if i don't behave while growing

i'll be a mafia boss

but then it's not bad to be a mafia boss right

can earn a lot of money

and

do whatever you like

LOL