and i'm half way in my industrial training
seriously the progress is somehow not really good
but there's something good happened also
it'll keep this to myself 1st
then i've gained some skills and experiences
these are not technical skill
no 1.----------------
1st of all... it's the people around me
cuz everybody having intern here are from a lot of different background
so everybody is completely different
of cuz there's some attitude i couldn't accept
i used to ignore this kind of attitude that i couldn't accept
i'll just ignore them and do it the way i want
so it's something like if you don't like
you can move on to yours and i go for mine
+ the way i'm replying will be rude
cuz it's freaking me out and giving me trouble
but somebody taught me that
we shouldn't do this
cuz we're having fun together
there's a way to make everybody happy
so i'll just back off and let him work it out
at least i'm not the one to make this thing works
sometimes it's really hard for me to understand
how do these people think as it's really unreasonable
it makes me really bitchy
so i'll choose to leave them alone as it's none of my business also
i'm tired of life that need to care about everyone
i know i'm being selfish
but i'll be happier like this
there's too many responsibility for me to carry
no 2.------------------
then this is myself
i've been quite busy now
as the progress of intern is not really good
so i'm working harder on it
with this...
i'm feeling stress
i think that my day is not fulfilled
i'm tensed all day
so i'm skipping classes and practices
to make myself free from tight schedule
schedule is kinda boring
and we always repeating them
it's so boring
and i know that
no matter how busy i am
i'll still make some time for my own
i never know this as i never been like this before
no 3. ---------------------
i don't like to do stuff from the same category twice
the first time maybe okay and interesting
but i'll be bored of it when i'm doing them for the 2nd time
maybe i don't even like it at 1st
i wonder
now i'm curious
is there any job that's hmmmm
always fresh so that i won't get bored of it anytime?
