I've learnt more about myself

it's almost 2 months i've been away from home

and i'm half way in my industrial training

seriously the progress is somehow not really good

but there's something good happened also

it'll keep this to myself 1st

then i've gained some skills and experiences

these are not technical skill

no 1.----------------

1st of all... it's the people around me

cuz everybody having intern here are from a lot of different background

so everybody is completely different

of cuz there's some attitude i couldn't accept

i used to ignore this kind of attitude that i couldn't accept

i'll just ignore them and do it the way i want

so it's something like if you don't like

you can move on to yours and i go for mine

+ the way i'm replying will be rude

cuz it's freaking me out and giving me trouble

but somebody taught me that

we shouldn't do this

cuz we're having fun together

there's a way to make everybody happy

so i'll just back off and let him work it out

at least i'm not the one to make this thing works

sometimes it's really hard for me to understand

how do these people think as it's really unreasonable

it makes me really bitchy

so i'll choose to leave them alone as it's none of my business also

i'm tired of life that need to care about everyone

i know i'm being selfish

but i'll be happier like this

there's too many responsibility for me to carry

no 2.------------------

then this is myself

i've been quite busy now

as the progress of intern is not really good

so i'm working harder on it

with this...

i'm feeling stress

i think that my day is not fulfilled

i'm tensed all day

so i'm skipping classes and practices

to make myself free from tight schedule

schedule is kinda boring

and we always repeating them

it's so boring

and i know that

no matter how busy i am

i'll still make some time for my own

i never know this as i never been like this before

no 3. ---------------------

i don't like to do stuff from the same category twice

the first time maybe okay and interesting

but i'll be bored of it when i'm doing them for the 2nd time

maybe i don't even like it at 1st

i wonder

now i'm curious

is there any job that's hmmmm

always fresh so that i won't get bored of it anytime?

Dead for a Moment

this blog will be dead for a moment i guess
been busying updating the other blog

http://schintxiv-asia-tour.blogspot.com/

now having interns in Busan, Korea
till end of may or beginning of june

weekdays will be staying in lab
every tuesday and thursday will be going for korean class from 6-9pm
then weekends will be going out for sure

2 weeks after will be going for club activities or gym already
so won't have much time online i guess

cheers for intern

Busy Day

Today is busy like hell...

woke up around 930

Aunt's home made brownie for breakfast

then left home around 11 to petaling street

after i got my car parked

i found out that my parking ticket was lost

wth... when did it disappear?

i haven't even leave my car

found everywhere for around 5mins...

it's somewhere between my seat and the seatbelt there OMG

then went to Maybank to check the Foreign Currency Account

i don't need that after i asked

cuz cannot use oversea

went to Kota Raya to buy currency

RHB : 2.9

Maybank : 2.94

CIMB : No Stock

Vendor : 2.8

the vendors was the cheapest and gave no discount

he told me to come back 1/2 hour later cuz he need to get the money there

then i was waited for an hour instead WTF wasting my time

i spent 2 hours in petaling street

rush to amcorp mall there to apply ISIC card

next problem come

the verification from MMU wrote that

i enrolled into MMU since Nov 05

i was having my spm okay

so MSL ppl need to call MMU to confirm

and it was the time for lunch...

i went for lunch while waiting

1st time rounded amcorp mall

rounded whole building and ate in Ume Tei

Japanese restaurant

i ate a ramen set (with rice given)

1st time i see ramen set got rice...

when leaving to MSL

wonder how come there's shit at the escalator in amcorp mall

it's REAL SHIT on the floor okay

OMG...

then got my ISIC and insurance done

another 2 hours was gone

went to sunway for a while to do something interesting XD

it's a secret and my first time LOL

this kind of sentence always lead to some misleading thinking...

i thought that it's really pain but it's not

and i felt hot after that

LOL

and i rush back around 430

right before office hour ended

wow... today is really tiring and i hope i can play all day tomorrow

i feel like watching Burlesque tonight midnight show

else i won't have any movie in 3 months already...

+ still packing

Do you believe II? Skill

Do you believe?

Stealing is a skill that is passed from parents to children?

Birthday Presents

Joanne gave me a One Piece Illustration Book few days after my Bday

The appreciation is already delivered online (that night i opened the gift)

so i won't repeat it again here...

And Gim delivered me a box exactly a week after my bday

It attached with a HANDMADE BDAY CARD

The Cover of the HANDMADE BDAY CARD

Really Belated

The Messages

I really like this card a lot (seriously)

I'm so touched *sob*

I'm thanking

Mindy, Han Fu, Carmen, Azimo, Ah Mei, Snail, Teekam, Eddy and Lifen

for the messages and the gift

A special message for Gim :

Your message really made me speechless....

Wonder where you heard that rumor from

It's so fake, Joanne is just my sister in MMU

(as everybody know even her sisters)

so please... *really dunno what to say*

Then the gift...

The box

The Speaker

Hmmm....

Why radio speaker? (I really don't get it...)

and the color... (pink??? not my fav at all)

FYI, i already got one speaker and i seldom use it

then for me, playing music in sharing area is kinda annoying for me

(cuz there's a lot of songs that i very don't like)

so to be honest... i don't really like it >.<

this is how straight forward i am (and how bad i am)

sorry to let u guys down (please don't cry)

at least i'm not fake and be honest to most of the people around

(but I'll be loving it to the max if it's water resistant LOL)

but i'll still be using it, and dump my own speaker

so no worries guys lol

btw... I've brought along the Chivas u guys gave me last year...

since we got no time to drink

you guys will have the chance to drink it during ur convo

i'm reserving it for you guys...ONLY

please don't be sad *hug hug*

The bday card with those messages are really FABULOUS okay

Professional Skill or Once in a Lifetime Experience

as title...
i'm stuck again
within these two

they are the only chance i got this time
+ they are crashing together...
so i can only choose one

now i'll explain what are them actually
Professional Skill : Professional in English Skill + Japanese
once in a Lifetime Experience : Work and Travel to USA (WAT)
so which to choose...
i can only get one of them around june to sept...
since i'm having break around that period

main problem...

for WAT, i need huge capital for that
but, i'll be spending a lot (for sure) before this
it is a must (cannot avoid)
+ if i'm going for this...
i need to get everything done before mid of feb... (excluding visa)
since i won't be available after that

since might not be able to get so much money from dad (+ the spending before)
i'll choose to go to study professional english in full time
+ part time japanese (intermediate level)
3 months... i'm sure i can be really good in english (already proven)
but i'll be going to interns oversea... if i'm going for this...
maybe i can extend my staying there (play for a while)
+ maybe visit to japan again...

so which one to choose? >.<

23rd + FYP submission

FYP Report submitted on 13th of Jan...
it's been long way we've been through..
almost 1 year i guess (since self proposed title)
so 1 year is already over and the most difficult part
the report is already submitted with our project
of course after these tough day
there must be a celebration for it
so the party on the night should go for this
(instead of my 23rd birthday celebration)

okay... to be honest...
i've already knew that it's for my celebration also
(since 1 week ago i guess, some news leaking >.<)
so i still went although i was not feeling well
but then i've totally forgot when i was in the club...
so the cake part was a surprise lol

now story of that day...
when i was inside the club (it was maison)
i was there with only some ppl...
how yee was also missing
then koori said she went down but for sometime she didn't come up
i was thinking of going down to find them
but it's really little people staying up there so i didn't
btw joanne wished me (it was the 1st "physical" wish of the day lol)
after that the rest came up with 2 cakes (why 2??? i still don't get it now)

i need to thanks
Car 1 : Edvinn, Chen Han, Book Kang, Ian, Murphy
Car 2 : Zheng Jing, Chee Kent, Jia Ling, Ivan, Koori
Car 3 : Joanne, Cong Jie, Eu Jinn and also How Yee
for these... it's supposed for FYP one okay...
and sorry to those i didn't drink one on one
i was really down (thanks to that glass from jia ling)

i think you guys were having fun also
cuz some of the people were drunk and
these are the people totally out of my expectation
hope jo was happy also since it's her 1st time club
(as she said... lol)

but actually i still can take in a bit more
if i do that... i'll sure be like "somebody" since 2
it's too early to be drunk at 2 okay
so i was trying to cool down but i couldn't (sad)
i spent the last 1 hour sleeping on the sofa...
btw i really had nice sleep that time
cuz it's really been sometime i didn't sleep well

really sorry that i couldn't drink anymore
it's a promise to myself since i've been drunk for few times
and dance happily that time

actually i was trying to dance like hell that night...
since i was doomed... i can't (it's gonna be another time XD)
btw... SECONDHAND SERENADE was in maison that night (hooray)
we were damn lucky okay

i'm still waiting for the photos
i don't want fb one (lower quality)

omg... i'm so "cheong hei" (canton)
but still thanking u guys for the celebration

the only photo i got

the hair is because i was holding them back which biting the candle...
it's not my current hair style okay
so please... don't think it the other way