Brand me SChintXIV

i am not a dragon

2012-01-26T00:54:00.002+08:00

i'm not a dragon
i'm a dragon wannabe rabbit
and people normally called me
the dragon headed with rabbit tail

my uncle told me...
anybody born before february 4th
will be the zodiac before the year
no matter when is lunar new year
as in lunar calendar
there's time with a month repeated twice in a year

i'm not really sure on how true is this
but one thing i'm kinda sure is that
i'm born before lunar new year
so i'm considered to be the zodiac before the lunar new year

so now...
i'm a bunny
and i'll treat myself as a bunny
instead of dragon sob...
(not good to be a pre-matured baby)

solo January 14th for 24 years

2012-01-14T00:52:00.001+08:00

Come to think of it
I still haven't found anybody
who is born today
for 24 years
except him
my twin brother
it was only 14 days

A Nightmare in New Year Eve

2012-01-01T18:54:00.002+08:00

This nightmare is still remain in my mind very clear

Everything was started with club
it's mist club
then going back home as usual

i wasn't the driver that night
but i was sitting next to the driver
with the drunk one behind
only my seatbelt is on

so was driving from KL back to SK
through the seremban highway then KL turf club
at the exit from seremban highway
there's a turning there

there's where i awake after this
the floor was so wet
and the speed was kinda fast
the car skidded

360 degree turning
with my eyes wide opened
i wanna to pull the handbrake
but i scare that it'll make it worse

i saw the driver was holding the steering
controlling it by turing left and right
not sure about his brake
just like me playing racing game

then the car stopped
there's no others car around
didn't hit any border at all
and then i was awake

somehow
it showed that i survived till the last day of 2011
happy 2012
another better year

last year of hair revolution? new year resolution

2011-12-27T18:34:00.000+08:00

obviously
i have no idea on what was my new year resolution for 2011
so don't even talk about accomplishment

oopps... i found my resolution last year...
Here it is
Well... i have accomplished some of my resolution
1. Become more muscular, not that flat and skinny as before
2. I think I really played more when i was in Korea, it should be more than enough (been drinking a lot)
3. Earn some money this year, but i've spent those money already :mymindisfulloffuck:
4. There's less drama or really no drama this year :excitedyes:

:fffuuu: FAILURE
1. no improvement in dancing :cry:
2. no hidden talent found :why:
3. haven't decide my path on working and study :epiccry:

well... at least 50% is accomplished :likeaboss:

Hairstyle UPDATE:::
there's nothing much this year but an EPIC one

everything was started with

February 25th in Seoul Korea (hair from last year)

then back to normal

June 5th in Haircut in Busan

>>>>HAIR of the YEAR<<<<

July 5th, the real Mohawk

:motherofnegritobimbo:

growing back to normal with color only

November 8th Green Hair (not obvious)

No going to have any crazy hair next year
going to work and i don't think my boss will allow crazy hair
I hope this year would not be the ending of my hair revolution

2012 is coming
i guess i have to make new resolutions anyway
:yaoming:

RESOLUTION No. 1

Graduate with first class honor

this should not be a problem since been maintaining 1st class
this sem won't drag me to hell
but this sem is a hell for me
never been like this in my study life before

since i'm going to graduate (i hope i really do) in february

convocation will be around August i think

of course it's time to make some money $$$
RESOLUTION No. 2
Get a job that i like and can make a lot of money
hope that it will be RM4k++ monthly with allowance and benefits :notbad:
but i really need an interesting, because working is boring :sad:

been working out hard (quite hard)
not going to give up on more muscular body

RESOLUTION No. 3

Get a real muscular body

more more more muscles

think about the future
i don't wanna be unemployed (nobody want)
at least i can be lecturer whenever i'm unemployed

RESOLUTION No. 4

Get scholarship for master degree

There's a lot i need to do for this
such as search for field of study, university etc etc...
Most probably will only start studying in year 2013
as most scholarship will need a year to process

hmmm... what else
will be busily working throughout the year
don't think there's anything i can more i can accomplish
oopsss... continue on the failed resolutions from year 2011
1. Improvement in dancing, now i'll go for latin... to old for street dance :cry:
2. Search for hidden talent, going to divert my career if possible
3. Must get the path already, no choice for this...
Total 7 resolutions again this year? :challengeaccepted:

Relationship? wait till i secured my job... maybe... :hmmm:
only if accident happened :lol:
i hope they won't be any accident
couldn't carry the responsible
but welcoming any possibilities
been very despo for relationship :happyforeveralone:

2012 will be a better year
:letsdothis:

greedy road

2011-11-24T11:06:00.001+08:00

Somehow
I'm just too greedy
Wanting too much
But never get one

It's only
4.0 for school
Search for dream job
and go to gym to be muscular

And now
i'm only concentrate on study
being perfect in it
but i'm losing the rest

I think i'm just too stupid
study hard only makes me a nerd
all i want was to enjoy my life
do everything i like and party till morning

i've been
studying everything to understand all
giving up my entertainments just for this
now i feel so empty inside

trying to give up on 4.0
so i could enjoy my life
get a good job
and get a sexy body to be impressive

so start
make up my mind
set my journey and fix the path
walk on it and no turning back

My Blog is Dying T_T

2011-11-23T01:12:00.001+08:00

am really busy with study since oct
there's a lot to keep up
uncertainties, quizzes, mid terms, assignments
this is considered the worst semester i ever had

i've been staying in the university library whenever i can
cause of the freaking stupid book that i can only borrow for 2 hours
and to access papers from IEEE, ACM, etc for assignment
also spending some time in the small gym with lot of people

i'm supposed to do research on my future plan
working... master degree... location and so on
but i'm so busy till i don't really have the chance to do so
my future is partially RUINED T_T

i don't wanna spend more time on testing job
i just wanna get some work i like
but i'm not sure what do i like yet
so therey's a lot i need to find out

then there's still leo's club events to attend
the main priority is the camp
other than that...
i'm holding them for a while

my fate from fortune teller?

2011-11-01T01:35:00.001+08:00

This photo reminds me of something

it said that... Capricorn : Boss of Mafia

my mom used to told me that...

when i was a kid

a fortune teller used to told her that

if i be a "good boy" while growing

i can be a talented person

if i don't behave while growing

i'll be a mafia boss

but then it's not bad to be a mafia boss right

can earn a lot of money

and

do whatever you like

LOL

Self learning vs Extra courses

2011-10-21T19:45:00.000+08:00

when you guys wanna learn something
it's really common for people to learn from youtube

yes
for something you can really do it this way
but i think it doesn't really work for me
as spoon feed is always better

for language
do you really get the correct way in pronunciation?
are you sure the way you pronounce is correct?
and how about some special cases?

then sports
there's something you really did it
but is that the correct way of doing it?
if not, where's the mistake?
and how to correct them?
after you've corrected yourself
are you sure that they're perfect?

what i personally think is that
if you are going to learn something new
it's always better to get a coach or tutor to guide you
that's how you're going to identify your mistake

self learning without any guidance won't work for me
i will lose my motivation on the thing i wanna learn
and you won't know how good you are too
so i prefer attending some formal lesson instead of self learning

No Study Life

2011-10-20T23:13:00.001+08:00

It's been almost 6 months+ i didn't go for class already
back to school again for my final semester in bachelor degree
been through working life for 3 months-
and now i've lost myself in study

been to almost 1st week of classes
i am totally lost and not sure what are the lecturers talking about
a lot of terms been kept in my brain deep deep inside
i've heard those stuff before but forgot what are they for...

i've been expected to have a awesome final semester but...
it turned out to be boring and lost in class for the 1st week
maybe it's because there are quite a number of stuffs i need to handle
and maybe lack of alcohol for weeks >.<

i went to gym again
and to the library to read for class (it's been ages)
since i'm so lost
hope that everything will be alright soon

I really hope that i can get 4.0 this semester
to raise my cgpa
even 3.99 can't raise my cgpa (i've counted again and again)
really need to work hard for this

another new blog (coming soon)

2011-10-17T19:27:00.002+08:00

i'm going to start any new blog
but that blog will be kept private
or maybe can be viewed by specific people only
this blog will only become public for either reason
1) I've succeeded my mission (after 6 months later)
2) I've quitted my mission (anytime within 6 months)

for this...
actually there's only 1 friend of mine know it
+ my sister (i told them)
+ a friend (who know it coincidently)
since i forgot to tell him to keep it a secret
so eventually he spread it out the next day LOL
(please DON'T REVEAL yourself in my blog, so as the rest)
even my parents know nothing about this

i'm just wanna make it a surprise if i success
else just keep it as a experience for you and me

this is a new journey that i'm trying to walk
i'm trying to create my own product from it
and of course make money from it (if i can)

so let it stays as a secret for you guys at the moment
some of you might think that
just don't write anything in this post since it's a secret LOL

Searching my path to build my journey

2011-10-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

it's so nice to be a kid
there's nothing we need to decide as there's only one way to go
as i'm going to college
it's my 1st time to decide what to study
from Medicine -> E&E Engineering -> Computer Science
and i'm on the path of computer science for 3 years

just to let you know that
i'm in computer science not because it's my favorite nor hobby
it's just that i'm considered good at it
somehow i can understand what i studied easily
and this is where i can make money from

since internship
i've been wonder
where should i pursue
the way i can proceed is too wide
but then i may choose not to continue what i studied
now, i'm still not sure on what i really want
i'm trying to find it but i don't know how
is there a way for this except testing on everything?

btw...
i've been learning dancing as hobby
and i stopped dancing since i sprained my ankle
i'm sure that my ankle and weak now
so i'm going for an alternative if i cannot dance already
will let everybody know after i reached certain level
(give me 3 months)

my funny mother

2011-10-07T18:42:00.000+08:00

just now when having brunch with my mother
suddenly my mom said

i have to remember
i need to take care of them when they're old
i thought she wanna remind me of what i forgot
LOL

then she said
it's hard to get parents that are good like them
(self praising)
she tell me to ask my friends whether are their parents this good
LOL
i really agree that they are really GORGEOUS

First Impression

2011-10-02T17:36:00.000+08:00

from my look (sometimes with crazy hairstyle)
i now that my impression is not really good

college life
people thought that i'm kind of a spoilt brat
who is not good at study and always skip class
(that's what i know, maybe there's more)

then forgot since when
people asked whether am i english educated...
so is it indirect to "banana"?
i wonder what makes people think about this?
couldn't be from my look right...
please let me know if you do

recently (within a month)
a friend of mine said that
i'm good at talking with girls (something like that)
from university
they're close friends of mine in uni
so i think it's normal....
but then that's the other friend i made
she also said this (we only went out once...)
it'll make me the 1st impression playboy type

i wonder what's my first impression in you
please tell me (i will try to change if it's bad)
教えて　下さい〜

Make friends with Cigarette

2011-09-17T15:22:00.001+08:00

it's really funny
this is what i heard from my friend
he said he makes more friends after he started smoking
due to lighter borrowing and smoking area gathering ++

actually
i would like to test it out my own
only if i can smoke LOL

nobody wanna be anybody

2011-09-12T23:14:00.001+08:00

i've been thinking of being anybody
but i'm merely nobody
i know that i'm uniquely nobody

somehow I can be who I wanna be
because I try

sometimes before I sleep
I've been wondering why am i this bad
why can't i get this and that done properly
so
it makes me believe that
there's nothing to be feared of
and how i can i be better

next day after i woke up
i've changed
i'm closer to who i wanna be
although it's only a bit
but i'm better than the day before

day by day
i'm anybody who everybody wanna be
everybody wanna be me
but i'm still a nobody to myself
and searching for anybody

Why do you need to born a baby (yourself)?

2011-09-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

May I know?
Why do you want to have a baby ?

to pass your genes to create more people with the genes you gave?
to have your kids to carry the good genes of yours and make the world better?
to have another you born into the world?
or
you want to wait 9 months for your kid to be borne and watching him grew up?

have you ever think of adopting a orphan?

although you would not be able to see your child behave like you when you were young
but there's a lot of kids out there meant to live better

A New Blog Title

2011-09-02T15:43:00.003+08:00

Changed a new title for this blog
the previous title was lame
"Johnny, しんとう & I, CT"
- what to write next

to the current one
"Brand me SChintXIV"
- Make me your brand, SChintXIV

was thinking to change for quite some time already
but always forget

A new chapter of me

2011-08-25T16:35:00.000+08:00

been months i didn't really update this blog
now i'm going to write about what happened to me those days (till now)
this will be another lengthy one

as written in previous post
undergoing internship for 3 months
and stayed in Korea for about 4 months
those days in korea

then back to reality again
most of my friends are graduating
and having convocation in coming oct
where i'm still having last semester to go
but it's not the current semester
it's the following semester
i don't need to attend school this semester
for about 4 months

what should i do these months
was planning on either participate in either

- Work and travel to USA
gave up because more money spending
i spent a lot in the pass 4 months in korea

- English learning
to improve my english in British Council
for full time
but dad refused to pay...

finally i got nothing to do but seek for a job
i can only work for short term july - oct
i wonder is there anybody wanna me
so i tried my luck in any IT related field job
if failed then i'll try in Juice KL as promoter
then, i got my offer in the 1st and only application

currently i'm working in this company called
Sage Interactive Sdn. Bhd. as
INTERN... maybe cause i only work for 3 months
never mind actually but...
i need to work from 9-6pm
leads to wake up 7 in the morning
and sleep at 11
normally i reach home at 7
shower, dinner everything till 9
only TWO hours left for free time...
eventually i'm becoming lifeless
but i'll be more lifeless if i'm jobless right

while working
i've learned a lot of stuff different from university
it's totally new to me
+ 1st time reading books with around 800pages
and finished them in a week
so what i learned are programming stuff
e.g. j2ee, servlet, jsp, mvc and so on
something good is that i got my permanent job offer
(when i only worked for a month)
i don't need to worry more after graduate
actually, this is my 1st "official" work
since i used to work for parents before
working with parents is somehow different and not official

+ i'm having japanese class every saturday
i shouldn't go for saturday class if i knew that i'm going to work like this
my japanese will end right the week before my semester start

i'm back in action to Omega Leo Club of KLCC
been away for exactly ONE year
1st task of it is the YE camp in August
something bad happened in the camp
i sprained my leg while trying some jumping move
without warmup and any shoes on

this was the 1st time i really sprained myself
thought that it's not really a big deal
but i can't walk with this
and taking leaving for one whole week for this
spent a lot of money on my legs
RM60 once treatment
and been through 7 treatments already (more to go)
RM420 on my left ankle
and it seems like i need 2 months to have my ankle fully recovered

then one of my sickness happened 7 years ago is back again
it's something like air leaking from the lungs
where holes exist and gas leak out from lung fill the outer part of lung
then there's no space lung to expand while inhaling
there'll be pain when inhaling
will be taking more leave

now
i've been thinking of the path to move on after my degree
been thinking on whether should i work or continue study in master degree
either way i proceed
i'll still be lost as i'm still not sure about my interest
if i just simply work like this
i'm sure that i'll change my job
not one but few jobs
i've been thinking of being a professor too...
(so i need to continue study and get a phd)
there's still a lot of stuff i wanna try
but it seems like i don't have much chances

어떻게...

just try to enjoy my last bachelor degree life

and everything will be fine when it's about time

am i sick or something?

2011-07-14T02:52:00.000+08:00

i don't know how...
i don't feel like myself
there's something wrong with me
not physically
maybe i'm just worrying about everything too much

I've learnt more about myself

2011-04-13T20:49:00.004+08:00

it's almost 2 months i've been away from home

and i'm half way in my industrial training

seriously the progress is somehow not really good

but there's something good happened also

it'll keep this to myself 1st

then i've gained some skills and experiences

these are not technical skill

no 1.----------------

1st of all... it's the people around me

cuz everybody having intern here are from a lot of different background

so everybody is completely different

of cuz there's some attitude i couldn't accept

i used to ignore this kind of attitude that i couldn't accept

i'll just ignore them and do it the way i want

so it's something like if you don't like

you can move on to yours and i go for mine

+ the way i'm replying will be rude

cuz it's freaking me out and giving me trouble

but somebody taught me that

we shouldn't do this

cuz we're having fun together

there's a way to make everybody happy

so i'll just back off and let him work it out

at least i'm not the one to make this thing works

sometimes it's really hard for me to understand

how do these people think as it's really unreasonable

it makes me really bitchy

so i'll choose to leave them alone as it's none of my business also

i'm tired of life that need to care about everyone

i know i'm being selfish

but i'll be happier like this

there's too many responsibility for me to carry

no 2.------------------

then this is myself

i've been quite busy now

as the progress of intern is not really good

so i'm working harder on it

with this...

i'm feeling stress

i think that my day is not fulfilled

i'm tensed all day

so i'm skipping classes and practices

to make myself free from tight schedule

schedule is kinda boring

and we always repeating them

it's so boring

and i know that

no matter how busy i am

i'll still make some time for my own

i never know this as i never been like this before

no 3. ---------------------

i don't like to do stuff from the same category twice

the first time maybe okay and interesting

but i'll be bored of it when i'm doing them for the 2nd time

maybe i don't even like it at 1st

i wonder

now i'm curious

is there any job that's hmmmm

always fresh so that i won't get bored of it anytime?

Dead for a Moment

2011-03-07T21:42:00.004+08:00

this blog will be dead for a moment i guess
been busying updating the other blog

http://schintxiv-asia-tour.blogspot.com/

now having interns in Busan, Korea
till end of may or beginning of june

weekdays will be staying in lab
every tuesday and thursday will be going for korean class from 6-9pm
then weekends will be going out for sure

2 weeks after will be going for club activities or gym already
so won't have much time online i guess

cheers for intern

Busy Day

2011-02-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

Today is busy like hell...

woke up around 930

Aunt's home made brownie for breakfast

then left home around 11 to petaling street

after i got my car parked

i found out that my parking ticket was lost

wth... when did it disappear?

i haven't even leave my car

found everywhere for around 5mins...

it's somewhere between my seat and the seatbelt there OMG

then went to Maybank to check the Foreign Currency Account

i don't need that after i asked

cuz cannot use oversea

went to Kota Raya to buy currency

RHB : 2.9

Maybank : 2.94

CIMB : No Stock

Vendor : 2.8

the vendors was the cheapest and gave no discount

he told me to come back 1/2 hour later cuz he need to get the money there

then i was waited for an hour instead WTF wasting my time

i spent 2 hours in petaling street

rush to amcorp mall there to apply ISIC card

next problem come

the verification from MMU wrote that

i enrolled into MMU since Nov 05

i was having my spm okay

so MSL ppl need to call MMU to confirm

and it was the time for lunch...

i went for lunch while waiting

1st time rounded amcorp mall

rounded whole building and ate in Ume Tei

Japanese restaurant

i ate a ramen set (with rice given)

1st time i see ramen set got rice...

when leaving to MSL

wonder how come there's shit at the escalator in amcorp mall

it's REAL SHIT on the floor okay

OMG...

then got my ISIC and insurance done

another 2 hours was gone

went to sunway for a while to do something interesting XD

it's a secret and my first time LOL

this kind of sentence always lead to some misleading thinking...

i thought that it's really pain but it's not

and i felt hot after that

LOL

and i rush back around 430

right before office hour ended

wow... today is really tiring and i hope i can play all day tomorrow

i feel like watching Burlesque tonight midnight show

else i won't have any movie in 3 months already...

+ still packing

Do you believe II? Skill

2011-02-09T15:25:00.002+08:00

Do you believe?

Stealing is a skill that is passed from parents to children?

Birthday Presents

2011-01-30T19:48:00.007+08:00

Joanne gave me a One Piece Illustration Book few days after my Bday

The appreciation is already delivered online (that night i opened the gift)

so i won't repeat it again here...

And Gim delivered me a box exactly a week after my bday

It attached with a HANDMADE BDAY CARD

The Cover of the HANDMADE BDAY CARD

Really Belated

The Messages

I really like this card a lot (seriously)

I'm so touched *sob*

I'm thanking

Mindy, Han Fu, Carmen, Azimo, Ah Mei, Snail, Teekam, Eddy and Lifen

for the messages and the gift

A special message for Gim :

Your message really made me speechless....

Wonder where you heard that rumor from

It's so fake, Joanne is just my sister in MMU

(as everybody know even her sisters)

so please... *really dunno what to say*

Then the gift...

The box

The Speaker

Hmmm....

Why radio speaker? (I really don't get it...)

and the color... (pink??? not my fav at all)

FYI, i already got one speaker and i seldom use it

then for me, playing music in sharing area is kinda annoying for me

(cuz there's a lot of songs that i very don't like)

so to be honest... i don't really like it >.<

this is how straight forward i am (and how bad i am)

sorry to let u guys down (please don't cry)

at least i'm not fake and be honest to most of the people around

(but I'll be loving it to the max if it's water resistant LOL)

but i'll still be using it, and dump my own speaker

so no worries guys lol

btw... I've brought along the Chivas u guys gave me last year...

since we got no time to drink

you guys will have the chance to drink it during ur convo

i'm reserving it for you guys...ONLY

please don't be sad *hug hug*

The bday card with those messages are really FABULOUS okay

Professional Skill or Once in a Lifetime Experience

2011-01-17T00:05:00.005+08:00

as title...
i'm stuck again
within these two

they are the only chance i got this time
+ they are crashing together...
so i can only choose one

now i'll explain what are them actually
Professional Skill : Professional in English Skill + Japanese
once in a Lifetime Experience : Work and Travel to USA (WAT)
so which to choose...
i can only get one of them around june to sept...
since i'm having break around that period

main problem...

for WAT, i need huge capital for that
but, i'll be spending a lot (for sure) before this
it is a must (cannot avoid)
+ if i'm going for this...
i need to get everything done before mid of feb... (excluding visa)
since i won't be available after that

since might not be able to get so much money from dad (+ the spending before)
i'll choose to go to study professional english in full time
+ part time japanese (intermediate level)
3 months... i'm sure i can be really good in english (already proven)
but i'll be going to interns oversea... if i'm going for this...
maybe i can extend my staying there (play for a while)
+ maybe visit to japan again...

so which one to choose? >.<

23rd + FYP submission

2011-01-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

FYP Report submitted on 13th of Jan...
it's been long way we've been through..
almost 1 year i guess (since self proposed title)
so 1 year is already over and the most difficult part
the report is already submitted with our project
of course after these tough day
there must be a celebration for it
so the party on the night should go for this
(instead of my 23rd birthday celebration)

okay... to be honest...
i've already knew that it's for my celebration also
(since 1 week ago i guess, some news leaking >.<)
so i still went although i was not feeling well
but then i've totally forgot when i was in the club...
so the cake part was a surprise lol

now story of that day...
when i was inside the club (it was maison)
i was there with only some ppl...
how yee was also missing
then koori said she went down but for sometime she didn't come up
i was thinking of going down to find them
but it's really little people staying up there so i didn't
btw joanne wished me (it was the 1st "physical" wish of the day lol)
after that the rest came up with 2 cakes (why 2??? i still don't get it now)

i need to thanks
Car 1 : Edvinn, Chen Han, Book Kang, Ian, Murphy
Car 2 : Zheng Jing, Chee Kent, Jia Ling, Ivan, Koori
Car 3 : Joanne, Cong Jie, Eu Jinn and also How Yee
for these... it's supposed for FYP one okay...
and sorry to those i didn't drink one on one
i was really down (thanks to that glass from jia ling)

i think you guys were having fun also
cuz some of the people were drunk and
these are the people totally out of my expectation
hope jo was happy also since it's her 1st time club
(as she said... lol)

but actually i still can take in a bit more
if i do that... i'll sure be like "somebody" since 2
it's too early to be drunk at 2 okay
so i was trying to cool down but i couldn't (sad)
i spent the last 1 hour sleeping on the sofa...
btw i really had nice sleep that time
cuz it's really been sometime i didn't sleep well

really sorry that i couldn't drink anymore
it's a promise to myself since i've been drunk for few times
and dance happily that time

actually i was trying to dance like hell that night...
since i was doomed... i can't (it's gonna be another time XD)
btw... SECONDHAND SERENADE was in maison that night (hooray)
we were damn lucky okay

i'm still waiting for the photos
i don't want fb one (lower quality)

omg... i'm so "cheong hei" (canton)
but still thanking u guys for the celebration

the only photo i got

the hair is because i was holding them back which biting the candle...
it's not my current hair style okay
so please... don't think it the other way

Transition to 2011

2010-12-31T14:25:00.006+08:00

OMG... almost 2 months i didn't update my blog...
been busying with study stuff i guess
back to the topic then

December 31st, 2010
LAST DAY OF 2011 wow... time flies
it's going to be another year AGAIN

For year 2010...
it's been a lot of stuffs been going on
good and bad (can't remember well since my memories are not that good)
i guess i know more about myself + learnt a lot of different thing about human

i didn't have enough fun this year i guess...
busy with events around the beginning of 2010 till March something (Game Fest 2)
then after that was FYP thingy already till the end of 2010 (it's a sad case)
but then i'm more into gym since july
of cause there's a lot of unnecessary stuff in between also
oh ya still something nice this year, went to Hokkaido around July XD

personally i guess i've changed a bit (in characteristic)
i ain't that good boy i were before (are these changes good?)
i drank more than i ever had (with drunk and puke more also...this is really not good)

what else??? hmmmm.... nvm skip...

Hair Updates >.<

Jan 9th

March 13th

May 18th

July 8th

Last but not least, November 20th

so... i colored my hair twice and permed once this year
other temporary fancy hair of year 2010 : NONE

Okay... year 2011 is coming
and i'm getting older...
older is not enough, need to be mature also
i wanna be more muscular (physically) since i'm too skinny (i think)
i wanna dance better (been dancing for hmmmm 3.5 years... not much improvement)
I wanna play more (2010 is a stressful year for me)
I wanna earn a lot of money (if really can make it this year)
I wanna find my hidden talents (maybe can earn big here lol)
actually there are more but i don't remember...
oh ya... and there's a lot of stuffs i wanna get also (just money problem)
and please no more drama for year 2011.. (don't make my 2011 miserable)

Part of my plan for year 2011... (is it too fast?)
Jan : Assignments + Final Year Project...
Feb : Study + Rest Kao Kao
Mar - Jun : Internship (more updates on this around feb)
Jun - Oct : WAT (hope can join this)
Oct - Dec : Cont. last sem of degree (hope that i can really graduate then)
Mar - Dec : Back to dancing lessons again (hope this time can last and improve)
Oct - Dec : Cont. Japanese Class (or even English)
Mar - Dec : Decide my path after graduation... (cont master or work)

When should I change my hairstyle? Last changes was around end of Nov 2010.
What color should I get then... then which perm?
(my friend, Bella HuiYi said in FB that she wants something SUPER SPECIAL hair on me... what i can i do in 2011 then?)

Finally... goodbye stressful 2010... welcome exciting 2011 (hope that it's really exciting)
+ another stressful January 2011...
Happy New Year
(my post is so so so messy >.<)

FYP + Internship + 5 subjects...

2010-11-11T22:49:00.002+08:00

I can say this semester is a mad semester...
I am taking 5 subjects (each subject are equally heavy)
then implementation of Final Year Project
+ internship planning for next semester
OMG... i feel really stress

internship stuck (like fyp last time)
fyp no progress
revision on study not done
i really going to die this semester

Childhood Ambition

2010-10-25T01:03:00.004+08:00

when i was organizing my certs
i found my academic report + other stuffs from primary school
from these other stuffs... there's something like students information details with it
it got a field like your ambition (occupation wannabe)

these stuffs make me wonder...

from these ambitions... have you achieve any one of them?
if yes, then how far have you achieve it?
were you even on the path to become anyone of those?

if not... how did those ambitions even come into your mind?
and what made you wanna be like them?
are your current situation worse than who you were supposed to be?
and how would your life be if you are one of them now...

for myself... i guess i'm on the track of one of my ambitious...XD

Life without internet

2010-10-18T21:37:00.002+08:00

i couldn't online for the whole break i have
it's already more than 2 weeks...

there's a lot of stuff i wanted to write
but i've already forgot...

life without internet is suck... (+ it's holiday)
i couldn't get any online entertainment
+ i couldn't do fyp properly

i spent a lot of time in coffee shops with internet
so i spent quite a number of money also...
fyi, internet speed in klcc coffee bean is really fast

(this is the 1st time my post is this short i guess)

so called study week...

2010-09-23T15:49:00.004+08:00

officially last week should be the last week of the academic week
week 14... but MMU forced this week to be the study week
i guess it's the continue break for RAYA + malaysia day

i was very sorry to say that...
i didn't know what was malaysia day
i only know national day (aug 31st)
after i heard from friends only i knew what is it...

last week + this week (1st week of exam)
still a study week for me
cuz my 1st paper will be starting on sat

i spent most of my time...
WATCHING TV
averagely, i only read a slide per day (one slide around 40 pages)
sad nya~

i guess my progress will be better if i can online
now i can't even download lecture notes (latest notes i mean)

i can't wait for tomorrow to come
course i'm going to meet with long lost frenz...
10 years okay...
now i'm 22, so i lost those friends at 12
standard 6 XD

but i don't really want sat to come...
cuz my 1st paper will be on sat
i'm so called finished studied
the lecture slides only...

hope i can score A then XD

Pyramid Car Park

2010-09-20T15:47:00.002+08:00

Last tuesday, went to sunway pyramid with my mom and sis
the purpose was
- sis pay fee for jap language class
- sis wanna eat honeymoon desserts
- i need to attend the dancing class for the week

reached pyramid quite late
couldn't get any parking slot
then my sis asked me to park at the illegal space
since there's a car in front do so
why can't i...
park my car there and be in pyramid till around 930

found there's somebody threw some rubbish at the front glass of the car
it's a candy box, forgot what's the name again, it's actually a cough medicine...
the candy is kinda transparent with some bright color and in pill shape
picked it up and found some message on the candy box there
"stupid fuck, find a proper parking space ... blah blah blah"
i've forgot the message...
just remember the 1st 2 words...

okay... there's a typo there i guess
should it be "fucker" or "fuck"???

i've already sticked my car by the wall
so i guess that person is really suck in driving

when i reached the exit...
i remember something...
i didn't i snap that message before i threw it away...

maybe... the YOU reading here is the one who gave me the message...

Laptop Formatted

2010-09-17T14:47:00.002+08:00

I got my current laptop for about 1 year already
+ i didn't format it even once
last time i always format my laptop once after a semester of study is over
it's because... lack of free space

now i got 500GB of HD space
so i don't really need to do so
+ it makes my laptop so unorganized
since i couldn't take it anymore
i've decided to format it

but i don't have 500 ext. HDD to backup my data...
so with all my HDD space around 220GB with 60GB is spoilt
+ my sis ext HDD free space ~250GB
i got got around 400GB space
kinda enough...

so i got everything backup
almost forgot my photos + videos taken with laptop
got them in as well
removed the current HDD and inserted the previous one... 160GB
formatted and got OS installed...
when updating my OS... found out i've forgot to backup my bookmarks.... OMG
all my precious bookmarks... NVM... gone is gone...

after i've moved my data back to my laptop
i got not enough space for WIN7 + other extra stuff...
around 10GB left... how to survive...

got 500HD inserted again and restarted formatting...
now everything is kinda back to normal
for my OS updated till some safe level...
my home internet, STREAMYX is DOWN (AGAIN...)
since 11th of june, now is 17th, almost a week already
i couldn't play any song with this stats
as my library is the iTunes 10 format...

SAD...
been trying to online outside and now at least i can play my song
wonder when will my home streamyx be up again...
i guess it's time to cancel streamyx already

R.I.P my very nice earphone...

2010-09-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

i've been using this earphone for more than a year already i guess...
bought it from sony shop in KLCC
it has really nice bass but i don't like the earpiece part
it'll be hurt if you wear it for long time
so i removed it and replaced with some cotton cover

cuz of this... it started to fall...
one day when i was doing gym
i accidentally pulled it
and broke the cable

although i got a new earphone already
also from sony
but i still like this very much

R.I.P September 2nd, 2010

Young looking XD

2010-09-05T17:15:00.005+08:00

talking about dancing
i've changed my studio to taipan branch (same studio actually)
then before my session was krump class
there were 3 guys in that class
so one day we were chatting (the week mindy didn't join)
they asked us how old are we
okay...
they thought that i'm only 18 **EIGHTEEN**
so YOUNG (i'm actually 4 years older than 18)

then one friday went clubbing (few days before)
with 8 other friends (another 2 came late)
so around 7 of us entered (including me)
nobody ID card was checked EXCEPTED ME
what's the legal age for clubbing again?
18? so i looked < 18 LOL

wanna know my secret of being 18 forever? LOL

weight gaining XD

2010-08-25T02:23:00.004+08:00

it's been almost 1 month i didn't blog
kinda busy with ...
fyp only i guess

the main point here is i gained some weight XD
i used to be around 55kg for pass few years
then my weight dropped to around 52kg cuz of the MMU's orientation
didn't sleep well for 1 week that time
then regained my weight to around 55kg
but then appendix infected...
lost to around 52kg again
my appendix weight 3kg i guess XD
(impossible...)
regained again after that till mid of 2010

after that i've gone back to dancing
and try working out
used to be wed and fri
now is tue and thu
cuz a friend of mine said that
if u wanna build muscle (not losing fats)
you have to go for evening session...
okay
so i tried

it's been...hmmmm
around 1 month i went for both days
i feel that the muscle is growing
(maybe it's only my mind wanna make me happy)
or it's just an illusion...
nvm, at least i'm happy bout it

i went back cheras last week
and got myself weighted
guess how much i got
around 57-58kg
this is the HEAVIEST TIME i ever had...
HOORAY

then then...
today (should be yesterday)
i went to gym again (cuz it's tuesday)
my right hand can finally touch my right foot
with my body straighten XD
it's also MY FIRST TIME
but left side is not okay yet...

congratz XD

Emo day?

2010-07-31T00:26:00.004+08:00

Today been emo-ing (forgot since when)

i realized it when having training in the gym...

i have scheduled time for gym for few weeks already

wed : 1-2.30

fri : 2.30 - 4.30

mon : dancing class at night (else i would go for mon also)

read somewhere that this is how the days of working out should be...

while dancing... doesn't feel the energy like before at all...

ended up SS for around 10 mins

cuz i found out that tying my hair up with facial tower

can be this different and cool XD

i'm started like this hair of mine (i mean the current hair style i got)

and i'm gald that my hair is straight

for the one i posted in FB,

people said that it's look like

Renji from bleach and Lavi from D-gray man...

but that one is really cool looking XD

(i know i'm SS)

so i gave up go for the GF2 dinner...

(but that one cancelled already afterward XD)

even jess asked for another dinner also rejected...

really don't feel like doing so...

even now also feel kinda moody...

i feel like drinking (not beer) but no ice

or even smoking (although i never try smoking before)

i would like to try cigar... but it'll take quite a long time to smoke...

(it's already 12 something...)

so....

fyi, i'm quite often being like this...

maybe around once every 2-3 months i guess...

so it's something like "aunty visit" LOL

it's better don't do something annoying...

i will start showing my bad expression

then i will start scolding people without thinking...

if it got more annoyed

so beware...

Inherritance?

2010-07-26T23:39:00.002+08:00

it's good to know who your parents are

cuz u inherent most of the features they got

u'll get you know more about yourself if you know them

u can find those skills they had somehow within you

so i do inherent a lot of good & bad habits from my parents

including my grandparents too (i guess)

i'm stubborn like my dad i guess

got "special ability" from my mom

(cannot mention here, cuz it might be my ulti... XD)

+ drinking ability from both of them?

then...

CRUELTY from my grandfather?

(the one who has already passed away)

Stubborn vs Nice

2010-07-23T00:24:00.003+08:00

last time had an argument with my sister

she complaint that i'm stubborn

so i ask her

you want a nice brother but stubborn

a brother that is not stubborn but not nice to you...

that's the cost...

i'll be the same everywhere...

Destined Fate?

2010-07-20T01:24:00.002+08:00

i guess i haven't blog about this...

just remind me of this after i went out for beer just now

i bought a couple keychain in Disneyland from Japan in year 2007

then that time i thought of giving it to my 1st gf

so i really gave it to her..

(not going to mention the name here, some of you might know who she is)

btw, our relationship was official on Nov 29th, 2009

and ended official on Jan 4th, 2010

so it lasted only a month

(of course some cleaning session was done on Jan 22nd, 2010)

there's a lot of reasons i gave for the breakup

one of them is that i'm bi

(i guess i am, but i haven't fall for any guy yet)

then of course it's the feel of being together lost

others... i don't remember

these are the one i didn't found that time

i can't really accept who she was

and i don't want her to change

that's it (i guess)

you can say that i'm weird

but that's who i am (no choice)

the day when i ended the relationship officially

when i was driving back after it

i found out that a piece from the couple keychain of mine broke

i thought i lost it somewhere but i found it in my car

the couple keychain broke in the same day

i ended the relationship

was it a coincident or destined?

Released of Traveling Documentary

2010-07-10T13:12:00.004+08:00

I'm here to announce the official release of

SchintXIV Asia Tour <- link

It is all about the places I have been to

(Photos of some post will be added soon)

Stay tuned for more updates soon (I mean next week)...

Transformation Completed... Double Eyelid

2010-07-09T01:00:00.005+08:00

From this...

Transforming to...

I posted in FB & said that i got double eyelid surgery

(i can fake double eyelid with my single eyelid XD)

I can make it easier and nicer when i feel sleepy

maybe it's because my eyelid is tired also, so easier to control

Actually i got my hair colored just now

i was thought of perming it (again) actually

but my hair is too short for any perm...

so i've decided to go for color

(cuz i saw my sis's hair color was so nice)

(it's actually brighter than this)

it's because of ME's tong shui plan

followed by taman cannaught's pasar malam

"Chow Tau Fu" (my first time)

hot shower at home

then next day in Zola (a saloon in Sri Petaling)

I was actually thought of Pink

bleaching will be needed

since bleached is needed

why don't i go for grey/white

cuz it'll be too much for me

my hair will need around 3-4 times of bleaching

to make it grey or white

my head will sure explode because of this

so i go for COPPER

(this is the nearest result i can get)

Now I'm Back to Colored Hair...

(instead of black normal style)

Eating Habit

2010-07-02T21:31:00.003+08:00

I never know that i have the habit of having dessert after a proper meal

since i met my college's friends few days back (tues night)

there was mhk, mhk's gf, wyan, kitty, jayhan and see woon.

we went to marche for dinner in the curve around 8

before that i spent my time in starbucks

had the new lemon green tea and a piece of chocolate something (cake) around 5

spent around rm50 on foods and went to laundry for drink

was having heineken

and i ordered a hazelnut brownie from italianies

so mhk said that i used to be like that since icpu

having dessert after meal (or always eat something different)

so i have found out bout this later...

it's somehow enjoying

actually i like something sweet (not too sweet of course)

it's not bad to have this kind of eating habit

but it's somehow spending extra money

(i can spend a lot of money on food...)

Change

2010-07-02T01:53:00.001+08:00

I wanna change...

but change to what???

and what to change???

Feel of Four

2010-06-21T22:32:00.004+08:00

It's the feel 4 years back
I HAVE BEEN DANCING FOR EXACTLY 4 YEARS ALREADY

I remember i started learning hip-hop 4 years ago
I was introduced to urban groove actually but couldn't find it
then i went to D** (dun wanna mention the name as the something bad going to happen later on)

I remember that the warm up session was around half an hour that time
it's was really tiring but those are the basics
leave those stories for the next post i guess
as now i'm here to talk about the lesson i had juz now

okay
it's been around half a year i stopped learning dancing
due to some kind of 'tight' schedule i had 2 sems ago
i did drop by the current studio last time (with gim, darrion, mindy & snail i guess)
was planned to enroll a week after that
but suddenly... something popped out and i have to sacrifice dancing T_T
oopps not yet till the point

After 6 months of no dancing classes
i'm back again
with hip-hop class (foundation)
signed-up and the lesson started

the class only got an instructor (female), 3 gals (student) and me... that's all
it's small enough for the instructor to make everything perfect
i don't wanna talk more bout the gals as i'm not there for the gals...
else it'll be like ‘醉翁之意不在酒’
if you are going for the girls, then you better don't join...

some basic warm up that i did 4 years ago
it reminded me of how suffer i was those days
then with basics movements (without routine at all)
and how to follow the beats
(even i myself also didn't learn these in foundation...)

i never know that i need to bend my body really low when bouncing (no wonder it's not that nice)
after one bounce, you have to be straight again, and no cheating...
and even jumping... you have to really jump and not like holding your body from moving...

then i also never know how should hip-hop dancing shoes be
it should be hard at the toe there so that to won't hurt your toes...
for latin shoe, it's soft and light all over the shoes, so i thought hip-hop works the same

now i know that, my foundation for hip-hop is really not good at all
they did not meet how should hip-hop should be even from bouncing...
it's been long time i didn't sweat when dancing, now i got it again

what i can say in conclusion is that
this class is really perfect for newbie...
if u wanted to join, it'll be best to join ASAP (so next week)
as the class is still new (really really new)

something sad is that...
the following classes that i planned to join were cancelled
they said that they did mention in the post but i didn't see it
but i'll be coming back to try the wednesday classes so as friday
more comments will be coming for wed class

Do you believe I?

2010-06-01T02:01:00.001+08:00

I am a twin...

Special Abilities

2010-05-30T12:43:00.003+08:00

My Special Abilities :

1) Will be SWEATING like hell when eat some hot and spicy (even a little spicy for malaysian)

2) Sometimes will be BITING on own tongue for a long time when sleeping (will only realize when in pain)

3) I do SLEEPWALKING... (scary right)

Final Exam (Over)

2010-05-17T01:16:00.004+08:00

6 papers this sem
On May 4, 5, 6, 7, 10 and 12th.

Had stomachache on 3rd of May + slightly sick (it was OMG)
maybe cuz of the malta + fried sausage i had the night before
took 2 panadol actifast after my lunch and slept for whole day...
luckily i had done my revision earlier...
almost recovered around 2am on 4th

Then had another stomachache on 11th... (another OMG)
it's 100% the burger's fault i had the night before

so i had 1 stomachache the day before the 1st paper
and another 1 the day before the last paper
i'll need to be really beware in food in exam period

I was kinda relax actually (except the last paper)
since i started study the week before

1st paper - Scientific Computing (Difficulty : 1/5)
2nd paper - Logic Programming (Difficulty 2/5)
3rd paper - Ethics and Professional Conduct (Difficulty 1/5)
4th paper - Theory of Computing (Difficulty 2/5)
5th paper - OS and Internetworking (Difficulty 2/5)
Last paper - Software Engineering Fundamentals (Difficulty 5/5)

Now just hope that I can get A for everything... (it's kinda impossible for SEF)

After the last paper, I was kind of BLANK...
i wonder what should i do then...
no more paper to study and assignment to rush...
I only started packing up my stuff on the next day

btw, i'm moving out of cyberia
and plan to move to SK
but not yet found a room... (what should i do???)

Bye bye B1-3A-5

Mother's Day Poppy Seed

2010-05-09T21:22:00.005+08:00

Today is mother's day
Then my family + grandma went to LaVista Restaurant in Equatorial Bangi for lunch (buffet style)
The buffet not that nice, the foods were quite common and not that delicious
then the mother's day gift only gave 1 (so stingy), there's 2 mothers here okay (my mom and grandma)
and it cost RM58++ per pax
i giv it 1/5

The not so delicious foods

the 1 point left was the poppy seed cake and other cakes (including black forest)
i remember i ate poppy seed before in cake/bread, but dun remember what was it
the cake got some natural taste, not that sweet, just nice
it is light green in color with a lot of sesame like poppy seeds
i ate 2 pieces and want for more, but already finished...

my sis said that she about this seed in her school
this seed if eat too much, it'll make ppl addicted and will get high
so it is a kind of drug
+ i was addicted to it's taste (i'm a drug addict + alcoholic)

from oxford american dictionary (mac's widget)
poppy is a plant contain alkaloids and it is a source to make morphine and codeine

it's proven that
i'm easily addicted if i consume drug...

btw, happy mother's day

Personal Assistant

2010-05-02T19:34:00.003+08:00

I need a personal assistant to plan for my:
- vacation i.e. where to go for this really short break
- meal i.e. what to eat and where to go
- entertainment while working stressfully i.e. what to do while resting
- nightlife i.e. what to drink & where to hang
- social life i.e. who to meet and what to do
- friends i.e. who should/shouldn't i be with
- love i.e. who should i get
- property i.e. what & how should i do with them
- money i.e. what should/shouldn't i spend on
- dislike i.e. avoid from those i don't like to eat/see/touch/smell/heard/everything
- future i.e. which move should i take to live better life
- and lots more

too many requirements???
what to do?
since i can't handle them on my own.
of cuz, it's blessed to be my assistant, lol

Amazing Salary is waiting for you...

Outing

2010-04-29T20:58:00.003+08:00

Just back from going out with mom and sis today

Was actually accompany my mom to travel agency
cuz my sister wanna go for traveling
really spoilt brat, which kid do make complaint that long time didn't go to travel =="

then ended up studied around 40+ pages of TOC for final in coffeebeans
and feels like spending money
I wanna buy PS3 games (i.e. SSF4 and Bayonetta)
+ new nike shoes
but i couldn't ask for more (will be cost around another RM700 in total i guess)
cuz
I spent
~ RM200 on albums (SNSD, Big Bang, BEG, Koda Kumi)
~ RM150 on clothing
~ RM400 on hp laser printer (in PC fair)
~ RM300 on watch fixing
total of around RM1100 for this month on some unnecessary stuffs (wth)
and i feel like spending more...
i'll need to wait for my dad's complaint when the next statement come
(another spoilt brat i guess)

but i really felt uncomfortable without getting anything but food and drinks today
my mom got 2 new pairs of shoes and 2 shirts today... T_T

nvm, i'll save them after my final...

Moody

2010-04-24T22:08:00.003+08:00

i'm feeling moody since yesterday night
dunno y, maybe just some mood swing
but till now...

i even dun feel like going to Malacca for that MMU award
and no mood to start the last assignment (scientific computing)
+ i deactivated my FB again, I reactivated less that 1 week ago
that i have deactivated since 1st of Mach (so i've lost track of everything since that time)
so i wonder how long will this last again

Now what in my mind is only going to FunFair (somebody might understand this)
so i wonder is this a good choice

FYP I

2010-04-17T15:23:00.004+08:00

Copied to http://schintxiv-fyp.blogspot.com/
A new blog specially for FYP (Thanks to Koori) LOL

The Legend of Shinto (in Nottingham)

2010-01-21T15:06:00.015+08:00

Week 1 in MMU is the week of Entertainment.

Tuesday Night (Jan 19th)

Sing k in 1U from 11pm till 4am
Ladies night promotion
Sleep around 5 till 8.30 (3.5 hours only)
then for for wed class

Wednesday Afternoon (Jan 20th)
Watch movie in Mid Valley
A malaysia movie name tiger woohoo thingy
Very funny and worth watching "pun"

Then Wednesday Night
Rush to MOS, Sunway after meeting...
Uniform Party and tried to dress like a prisoner and not approved (as malaysia prisoners don't wear like this ==")
so get a bottle of Chivas (again) with 8 covers
then calvin said it's fake one (WTH, i dunno how to check one okay, and i only know how to drink haha)

Now let's recap what i met:
- as always, i SS a lot to check my current condition
- i broke my nail (dunno how)

- there's 2 great dancers on the stages (edvinn said they are hired by MOS)

- somebody's ice bucket dropped (in front of our table)
- walking around to see whether is my cousin around (saw thats she's also attending this event in FB)
- somebody wanted to provoke me (i guessed)
- cecil gone crazy (again) and left her belt on the very wet table
- went to dance floor and saw murphy and jinn them
- accidently step on a yellowed-dressed white-skirted lady (so sorry for that)
- murphy's frenz found that i'm familiar and ask am i from taylor (so i guess they saw me in taylor)

- when leaving, guiding rika down the stairs (she said that i needed more guide then her, lol)
- was carried by 2 guys (who were them again, i forgot bout this) to mamak, i can't reject i guess cuz drunk ppl won't say that they're drunk, it'll make me seems more drunk if i reject, haha
- trying to cool myself down in mamak
- talked with those "familiar" frenz of murphy in mamak, then only i know that they are from Nottingham (UNMC) such a small world again
i'm really really sorry for my bad memory, they remember me, but i dun remember them, i'm so....... 最悪(jap)
they were my ex-course mates in UNMC and we used to be in the same classes in 1st year
they remember me of my red-haired, member of IET, video making for IET promotion and my 99/100 of my C programming mark (i dun even know ppl do remember the IET video)
i never know those legends of mine still remembered by people (1.5 years ago)
i used to be famous also haha (and they were my secret admirers haha)

my faded red-hair (in UNMC March 2008)

i wonder r they inside this class (in UNMC April 2007)

then i asked a lot of UNMC and everything changed
and i forgot to give them my name card (only remember when in car)

actually i still wonder how ppl define drunk...
for me yesterday i wasn't drunk just high (again) i guess
so PEOPLE, i wasn't DRUNK YET haha
oh ya and sorry for those harsh words i used (influenced by the movie watched that day)

then thx darrion for driving us back (i was lazy to drive also, not enough sleep)

then today thursday is a day for resting
then tomorrow will be back to dancing class again *woohoo* *dancing*
and sat will be going for a trip (venue and everything not confirmed yet, haha)

all the days this week is partay~~~
haha

add-on (something i forgot) :
thanks for the drinks guys (cuz i dun need to pay, haha) i seems very bad also haha
then i guess i dropped my eyeliner and camera bag
and I WAS STILL OKAY AND NOT YET DRUNK HAHA
then will be leaving to dunno what pulau already in malacca
and might not going for dancing classes (due to over exhausted body)

Typical Capricorn Way (Clubbing ver?)

2010-01-16T00:16:00.007+08:00

On Thursday (Jan 14th my b'day yeah)
suddenly feel like going to clubbing after went back to home (last minute)
and it was thursday (so so so last minute, it's already 7 something pm)

so last minute recruited members (Murphy, How Yee & Tee Kam)
for MOS from 1030 till 3 i guess with 2 bottles of chivas (only 1 bottle finished)

if i was still in conscious (not drunk), let see what happened...
- the drink got too much of mixer (not good)
- some *beep* beside our table flashing their own light, it was really annoying
- a gal with green dress can dance really well on the dance floor
- a black-shirted guy beside our table played with bouncer's torchlight
- i kena hit by a empty box of clorets (dunno from which side)

so i guess i'm yet to be drunk (maybe just hi), and felt like puking (cuz of the mixer i guess)

slept around 430 but woke up around 930 (automatically, now am i drunk?)
and my body shape is better (after dancing, haha)
clubbing can shape body, haha

+ since few month didn't go for dancing lessons, my found out that my dancing skill is at the bottom...
so need to go back to dance again (coming sem i guess)

so Capricorn do whatever they suddenly feel like doing...

It's hurt

2010-01-04T01:39:00.002+08:00

i never cry for anyone before
i never hurt anyone like this before
i never make anyone cry before
I'll never wanted to be in love again
cuz
it's really hurt

I should be glad for what i had
i shouldn't be greedy
i shouldn't ask for more
i should let it stay at how it was
cuz
people will never be enough for what they have

I don't understand what am I doing
I don't know why are my tears dropping
I don't understand how do i feel now
I don't even know what am i thinking
so
who am I?

i guess this is the feel of hurt
it's hurt

Two things to GIVE UP in A Day

2009-11-15T14:48:00.007+08:00

On November 15th, 2009

1st time staying in Cyberjaya in normal week (last time was exam week)

Woke up at 8am for the PhotoShop Workshop by GameDev Team of GDC (http://www.mmugdc.com/)
Started at 9:30 am till 3:00pm (v and this is what i've done v)

Then went to library and sleep till 4:20pm only start studying
Here came the 1st choice to made
due to my heavy schedule and 3+ different kind of so called new programming languages to learn
i got no time to do the tutorials, revisions and assignment, so i need to drop a subject, that is AI
i calculate everything, cost and everything,
if worse come to worst, i only need to extend 1 sem (lol)
if i dun drop, the costs is my life will be a mess, really bad result this sem, learnt nothing from study, no entertainments, everything halfway through
So FINAL CHOICE 1 : Give It Up

After dinner and shower,
this is consider as the 1st time Gim talk to me (after the fight 2 weeks ago)
While i was hanging my shirt he ask me whether can i fetch him to uni next week
he had a really bad 13th friday, he injured his leg (so as Darrion) lol

then he asked me whether can i do something bout design(i dun really know what's that)
while i was editing koori photo (after photoshop learning yesterday)

Here come the 2nd climax:
Then he told be something happened in somewhere
i was quite upset with what he said (not good to write here i guess)
then i guess i have to give everything involved up also
but they are innocent so i change my mind (after i've almost finished typing my messages)
during the discussion with Gim, he said that the fight we had kinda drag somebody in (i.e Mindy, Lifen and Mei)
They were kinda dragged in for no choice, cuz i dun really wanna tell them what happened between gim and i
i'm so sorry for that, cuz i dun wan u guys to be hurt and involved also
(i'm blindly cruel when i'm mad i guess, so better keep it to myself)

[deleted] (i wrote too much)

i was trying to go out to release myself after that (i.e. go clubbing)
but it was already 12 something (2- hours is not enough for me to relieve)
so i try to get my ex-roomie (he asked me out for beer few days ago but i rejected, so sorry)
then he wasn't on, few minutes later, my ex-roomie bugged me (WTH)
so this is what the god planned for me (for being a good guy, lol)
so we went for beer till 3 something

Now , i'm back to normal (i guess)

phew~~~
Continuing study in library now.

Beat of the Short Semester

2009-11-06T21:35:00.008+08:00

On dunno before nov 5th,
i heard a rumor that i'll be going to clubbing on the night of nov 5th
which i didn't know about it also
a lot of weird rumors going on
i also dunno what's going on but juz follow the one who invite me
lol

actually this is consider the 1st time i really go to clubbing with uni's frenz
reached poppy around 1130 after my japs class
get 2 bottles of bacardi limon with 400++ with 6 guys and 3 gals
(i don't wanna mention their name as some of them dun wanna expose themselves)
this is the 1st time i go to poppy on thursday
and the ground floor is not open =="
so only up left, something scary is that it's not crowded =="
and the music weren't that nice also =="

around 12 something, thanks god that it's started to get crowded
(so kl ppl like to hang out in club after 12)
everybody started to have fun on the dancefloor then

while dancing with a gal (sorry as i dunno ur name)
she taught me where should i put my hands
so paiseh, even a gal teach me these stuff
i placed my hand on where i learnt from latin dance,
so they aren't link together, lol
and that's ed's gal lol
i guess should be fine as we only dancing
(so sorry ya hope u dun angry with me)
i know drunk is not an excuse (but i'm not yet drunk but hi only, lol)

after a while, xa told be that tk is here,
WHAT, TK? i tot he's in mos,
then omg, i saw with my own eyes and it's real
how did he come here?????

then the little gal in the group was approach by some strangers
(i tot they were her frenz but she said dunno them also, lol)
and a stranger approach us for taking pictures with him, lol

before the night going to end, i keep on drinking soft drink and eat lotsa lemons
since i'm the one who's driving
and everyone seems really tired or drunk when the night ended
especially tk cuz i dun understand a single sentences he talked lol

when driving back it was really dangerous but i drove very slow already
1. sudden switch on a junction as 2 directions were given and chose last minute
2. sudden turn on u-turn as it's too soon
3. sudden switch lane on the decision of follow the other car or we go our way
lol, this is the 1st time like this after clubbing in my few years of experience
(last time even drunk"er")
reached home around 4am + the mamak session after the night

it's good to know how to dance, lol
it helped me in keeping up to partner's beat while dancing
people, go for dancing class
i'm sure you guys will be really great on shaking
even if you guys go for dancing class for less than 3 months

i had a great time that night and i wonder when will be the next time lol

Next day
received missed calls from aaron and jess (to collect the tables in glassroom)
were informed yesterday night already but i've already guessed that i couldn't wake up
woke up kinda early because need to go to refund the "postponed" beyonce tickets
it started with AC's brunch and snowflakes desserts (with the claim of a free item)
i had a lotsa bad ideas while having desserts (i.e. group and b'day)
then only go to PJ to find the office
spend out evening in mid-valley as jo need to take the ktm there
gone through a busy traffic while going back
gonna sleep early (after the busy day) as still need to wake up early morning tomorrow for YE's orientation

btw, the bacardi that night tasted weird...
and i've forgot to take a groupie of the night

Soh Yee's B'day & JCS booth

2009-11-02T17:42:00.011+08:00

Today is November 2nd and it's soh yee's (the FIT goddess) b'day
as Xavier told me that they are going to give her a surprise party last week,
so i purposely come back earlier on sun (around 7 something)

we went to prepare around 11 something

Soh Yee and her cakes

Her b'day cake

People there were Soh yee, avisha, mei yee, koori, race, sean, eng soon, cong jie, xavier and i
we hide in soh yee's kitchen and giv her a surprise (with the help of her housemate)
we've been waited in the kitchen for so long as she's in the toilet, the candles melted but we still waited

she've found out the tricky candle we used cuz she also did that to her frenz before
(what is this called again? what u did is what u get?)
we went to old town for drinking session cuz of the sweet cake

This her 21st b'day, so it's a big day for her
Happy Birthday Soh Yee

In old town i've heard some fortune teller (by name) thingy that my sis also went
people, better do go for it cuz it's really scary
my sis, her frenz and soh yee is considered influenced by what they have said
u guys better beware

Now, it's the 1st day of the 2nd week of the 2nd sem of my 2nd year
as JCS meeting last week, we are having a booth this week

i went to the booth after helping out GDC NEG-Exhibition after my class
The crowd wasn't that good today and the booth is kinda small i guess
so i juz continue selling the stuff and help in promoting

Due to some minor stuff, i have a fight with gim at the booth.
I'M SO STUPID
i should keep everything to myself cuz
1. that's his style of working (i should have known)
2. he's not under my supervision
3. since those who is supervised him also dun care bout it why should i
4. it's actually out of my right in the organization (that's not my job)
5. no matter how i argue with him, it'll be all because of misunderstanding between us
6. we having a totally different perspective so it's pointless to argue
7. it is so rude to have a fight in the booth (i should control my emotion well)
8. i am having the same fate as my mom, lol (only some will understand this)
9. i have to be smart
10. it's so called non of my business

nice, 10 points to point out my mistakes
time to be grow up, dun be another small kid
okay, i'll change (change back to the old me i guess)

after that it spent me a lot of time of thinking bout this and i've decided to apologies to him
(apologies to those at the booth is already a must, so no choice)
but when i came back, he started to discuss with me, it makes me so......
seems so guilty
then what he said were what i've written above ==" (ideas crashed)
ishhhh.......

but i hav to leave it behind (still feel so behsong)
a brighter future is waiting for me
(now i know what to do in blog, complaining bout myself, lol)

i'm going to kuchai lama for sizzling steamboat soon (after party session, consider as closing session i guess)
stay tuned

Be right back...

2009-10-27T00:15:00.003+08:00

I cannot believe that my blog is only last for 1 week.

Due to tight schedule, i won't be able to blog for a while i guess.
Maybe till end of December.
I got a lot 2 talk about

1. My sis SE Aino & my new HTC Tattoo

2. Beyonce Concert (which is cancelled)

3. My new uni semester

4. Upcoming dance class

and more...

so....

stay tuned and i'll be right back...

Jojo and friends

2009-10-23T04:22:00.010+08:00

on oct 21st night (day before),

jojo msg me and asked me whether am i free tomorrow night
actually...
she want me to take them to the little genting (ampang lookout point) on the next day
(due to somebody who knows how to go has dumped them, lol)
and i've decided to join them (so called fetch them lol)

it reminds me of
then imma the "usable" frenz already (from somebody, not good to mention the name here lol)
that person told me
i'm really a "usable" frenz, people want to be frenz with me cuz i'm "usable",
i think i'm quite "friendly usable" also, lol
cuz if u ask i'll try (but not too much, everything has it's limit i guess, so it still depends)

but i dun giv a damn lol
we dun make friends like that i guess
everyone is just want to have fun
we hang out together cuz we are able to (i miss my old college's days)
friends are friends what for we care that much (i dun want to live a hk drama life)
we should be glad that we met each other and those time we spent together

The night itself :

^ View from Ampang lookout point, KL tower in pink ^

i went to the meeting point to pick them up (cuz they are not familiar with cheras)
i was a bit late cuz i didn't think that they reach there so fast (it made me felt so guilty)

(i won't go 2 detail i guess)
the gals are kinda funny
so sorry i can't really remember the names or faces well (bad in memorize these stuff)

then the gals found out that there's a gays couple sitting next to us, lol
(and they keep talking bout them, lol)
i don't really mind that i guess
cuz it's non of my business whether people are gay or what
as long as no PDA in my sight
i wonder can i accept the "view"
cuz it must be weird to see 2 guys holding hands or do something intimately together =="

the night was kinda fun and cool in temperature
but my dinner was TREATED BY GALS
(i tot they juzt pay the parking ticket is already enough)
omg, i'm eating "sandal's rice"
T_T i really dunno how to reject
they said that's the gratitude for taking them up
if i reject, it'll make them feel that they owe me (even i will also feel the same)
so i've accepted it hmmmm (not as i hoped i guess)

i do appreciate the dinner and hope that we can meet again
lol

< Food that i dun really like

then i've found out something
we've forgot to take a group picture...
how sad...
maybe cuz the food was not that nice

Extra bout me (Radar's Memory):

don't find it surprise if we meet somewhere and we didn't greet, the possibilities are
99.9% : i didn't see you cuz my "radar" are really weak one lol
i dun really observe the people walking around (since no communication should be made)
when i'm doing something, even walking (when walking, i'll observe the surrounding but not people lol)
one of the way is blocking my way, cuz i'll see on who's the hell blocking my way lol
then 80% : i've forgot bout u (mostly face)
i always do that if we only met for once or twice
the 1st thing come into my mind is "who is this, no idea, maybe i meet him/her somewhere in campus, since there's a lot of people in moving, always new faces." lol
so please forgive me bout what i got (maybe cuz i was born premature, now blaming my mom lol)

CowBear? CowBull?

2009-10-21T01:05:00.010+08:00

Today i listened to fly fm (around 8pm)
then the dj talk bout somebody's nickname "COW BEAR" (the way they pronounce was really accurate)
and they keep on making joke of it and it suit the guy very much (i forgot what was the topic, only the "cow bear" i remember)

this reminded me 1st time i heard of these words ("cow bear and cow bull")
from my current housemates (cyberia b1-3a-5)
this is sort of bad words in hokkien i guess
but i've forgot what does they mean (something with ur mother and father)
so i got sort of "bad" housemates who influence my mind badly (as they always use these words)
they only know how to input dirty stuff into my mind
turning an angelic me to the evil one
lol

(the pic can be used as emoticons lol, no "cowbull" as both also ox, juz different sex )

Trailer of My Blog Part II

2009-10-20T15:32:00.003+08:00

Day -1,

Due to my curiosity, i wonder why are people blogging,
(i am always curious with a lot of stuff, even drugs lol)
is it that fun?????

so.....
maybe i just need to try myself i guess
but how long will my blog last? 1 week? 1 month?
should i really need to start 1 to feel it?

day 0,

here comes my 1st blog ever
hope it can last longer than what i expected

but what should i do here?
i never experienced writing diary in my life neither
maybe i should go for facebooking instead of bloging

btw, i really don't like the design of the blog
is there a way to change it? but how?

stay tune.

Trailer of My Blog

2009-10-20T00:58:00.000+08:00

*POP*

A : It's a BLOG!!!! *surprise*

B : It's a BLOGGGG!!!!! *surprise*

until

the World : IT'S A BLOGGGG!!!!!!! *surprise*

I : OMG!!!! IT'S MY BABY!, i mean blog (still wondering what to write)

My 1st blog is born in October 20th, 2009 1.00a.m.

named http://schintxiv.blogspot.com/

(to be continue...)